I'm in the mood to remember you
legs crossed over yours;
I can't see the moon without thinking of the way it looked through your windshield
safety is your locked car in an empty parking lot
and your hands dancing on my shoulder
I trace the lines on my body the way your fingers used to
and dance across the carpet to the songs you used to play
I hope your plans and your future have saved a place for me
Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 2:14 PM UTC
Today I stood under the Eiffel Tower
And then I looked up
Few times in my life where I felt that small
One of them was the day I realized
We would never be together again.
Oct 14, 2020
Oct 14, 2020 at 4:50 PM UTC
That's the lie I whisper when my blood runs cold in your indifference.
Oct 14, 2020
Oct 14, 2020 at 4:33 PM UTC
what will I do once you leave
I don't love you
still
still
I hope to see you
how long has it been
you're leaving me
will I be able to walk alone
without wondering if you're close
will you forget our short lived memories
can I burn off your picture and watch the ashes crumble in the wind
Apr 21, 2020
Apr 21, 2020 at 6:24 PM UTC
Thought I could save you
That's the problem with broken people
We want to heal others
With our wounds still open
Should've known when I met you
Your friends told me you'd hurt me
But I'm too devoted to love
And I was too devoted to you
Apr 15, 2020
Apr 15, 2020 at 6:50 AM UTC
Every morning I wake up
I remember:
I’m not yours anymore
Then I cry till I fall asleep again
Oct 20, 2019
Oct 20, 2019 at 9:14 AM UTC
I just wanted to give you simple and happy
But how could I give away something that I never had?
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 7:13 PM UTC
you're like the city lights in a cold and dark night
let's turn them off now
close your eyes
pretend for a while
that you’re not the most beautiful mistake i’ve ever made
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC
I took off my armor
And dropped my weapons
Just for you to stab me
With your sharp words
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 5:55 PM UTC
I’m slowly losing hope in you
Possibly in humanity
And I might need to rethink my views
Or maybe my sanity
I’ve tried, applied, cried, and died
With more of the first in between the others
I build up visions and am finding they lied
And I’m left wond’ring if I’ll recover
I’m slowly losing hope in you
I’ve not falling, but it hurts to stand
As life steadily beats me black in blue
With my beating heart in your hands
And I’m tired. And I’m scared.
And I’m lacking from too many investments
And in waiting for you to be there
I’m succumbing to the elements
I’m slowly losing hope in you
Like shedding one tear each day
And as much as I want to leave you behind
I don’t want you to go away
It’s a syndrome, it’s a sickness
You’re my ailment and my cure
I am caught in this self placed thickness
With visions so obscured
And I am buried in 6 feet deep
Yet I can’t find the ground
The value’s there, the price is steep
And I fall to it without a sound
I’m slowly losing hope in you
I have not wandered, I have not strayed
Amidst the fervent treasonous cues
That cause the pouring of fermented rage
And I love you
But I’ll lose you
And I’ll suffer through and through
With soul and heart churning
First clenched up and burning
And my screaming for a simple cue
But I’ll stand there amidst tears, my love
Without a hint or a whisper of what to do
And you can see I’m fighting with all I’m made of
I haven’t lost hope...
...but I’m starting to...
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 6:00 PM UTC