they say
cash rules everything around me
then why do i still feel so ******* empty
still haven't found the one though im met with plenty
priorities neurotic, thinking love gives me clarity
this love could be iconic, but it manifest insanity
i always fought the fact you could never qualify
i thought the grass was greener on the other side
its asinine for me to keep up with this lie
trying to love you feels like cyanide
merging with you should've never felt this right
Jan 11, 2023
Jan 11, 2023 at 12:06 AM UTC
the "i" remains consistent
regardless of what happened
"i" stay the same
the memories alter present day
but it's always "i" that i return too
the knowledge attained throughout time
causes more chaos than tranquility
Jan 6, 2023
Jan 6, 2023 at 2:30 AM UTC
she's exalted by those who seek validation
lost in a world in fear of transformations
enduring a cycle of lust in translation
she needs a deeper tonic for stimulation
Sep 18, 2021
Sep 18, 2021 at 3:30 PM UTC
calm my mind, my thoughts keep racing
heart is broken, but consistently pacing
you're the cause of my anxiety, with you there's no sanity
dark green hues is your energy
can't even give respect and show some loyalty
inebriate my sober soul
asinine
of me think you'll make me feel whole
Jan 4, 2021
Jan 4, 2021 at 10:21 PM UTC
Touch me with your metrical composition
Project the reality you see in your mind
Break me emotionally not physically
So you won't see me when I shattered and die
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 5:25 PM UTC
I met you at a time
where I needed a quick fix
falling for you was a crime
you broke my heart and I lost it
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 4:57 PM UTC
This ain't no love track
Many restless nights of the love we lack
You left me so astray
if I had control, things would be a different way
I'm too young to be this wounded, my heart I feel like you looted
I don't like teaching lessons, you're ungrateful for all your blessings
Sad girl interlude, it's sad for you to assume
All the things you accused me of, hate is what we produce
No time to compromise, while you got me losing my mind
I am in my prime, I am in the deep end
You pushed me past my limit
Not sorry for being selfish, you didn't value me when I was selfless
Our love got me on a high, my spirit is feeling very low inside
Your love is something I had to buy
In denial of what we are, so below as above
Clouded judgement from the drugs
Not the first time I fallen cause of love
Not the first time I fallen cause of love
This is how it goes, when you don't fall for the one
Wasted potential and fabricated fun
All these contradictions, provoking too much friction
Causing us to be distant
What was all this for
I'm tired of all this resistance
I thought you wanted me more
Dec 12, 2020
Dec 12, 2020 at 9:25 AM UTC
I'm hearing echos
In these walls of my head
Feels like I'm dealing with the same consequences
From my past lives again
Sooner or later I'll accept the truth
I can not find love through you
Lately baby, I've been daydreaming
It's more bliss seeing than believing
Can we anew these memories just to tame the peace
Affirm to me that you have love for me
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 7:50 PM UTC
if you had the ability to predict your reality
would you always have a peek into the future
or are you overwhelmed by having events predicted
that won't matter later
guidance is what she lacks
since there's a past where she always encountered demons
the devil is the handsomest and brightest
im not surprised on why she's always been blinded
draw a card
draw the cards
ask questions like, "how can we make it far"
tarot cards
tarot cards
"why is life so hard"
- so it is
Sep 16, 2020
Sep 16, 2020 at 1:10 PM UTC
its been a while since I've last spoken
within the last 9 months of 2020
I've been betrayed, lied to, and heart broken
how ironic for a heart to keep breaking
after already being damaged
its when false hope makes you believe you've been bandaged
ace of cups is what my future sees
new beginnings aren't meant to not be scary
can't dwell on a past that can't be adjusted
have to put faith into unknown, and trust it
changes in septemeber
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 8:30 PM UTC