they say
cash rules everything around me
then why do i still feel so ******* empty
still haven't found the one though im met with plenty
priorities neurotic, thinking love gives me clarity
this love could be iconic, but it manifest insanity
i always fought the fact you could never qualify
i thought the grass was greener on the other side
its asinine for me to keep up with this lie
trying to love you feels like cyanide
merging with you should've never felt this right
Jan 11, 2023
Jan 11, 2023 at 12:06 AM UTC
the "i" remains consistent
regardless of what happened
"i" stay the same
the memories alter present day
but it's always "i" that i return too
the knowledge attained throughout time
causes more chaos than tranquility
Jan 6, 2023
Jan 6, 2023 at 2:30 AM UTC
she's exalted by those who seek validation
lost in a world in fear of transformations
enduring a cycle of lust in translation
she needs a deeper tonic for stimulation
Sep 18, 2021
Sep 18, 2021 at 3:30 PM UTC
calm my mind, my thoughts keep racing
heart is broken, but consistently pacing
you're the cause of my anxiety, with you there's no sanity
dark green hues is your energy
can't even give respect and show some loyalty
inebriate my sober soul
asinine
of me think you'll make me feel whole
Jan 4, 2021
Jan 4, 2021 at 10:21 PM UTC
Touch me with your metrical composition
Project the reality you see in your mind
Break me emotionally not physically
So you won't see me when I shattered and die
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 5:25 PM UTC
I met you at a time
where I needed a quick fix
falling for you was a crime
you broke my heart and I lost it
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 4:57 PM UTC
This ain't no love track
Many restless nights of the love we lack
You left me so astray
if I had control, things would be a different way
I'm too young to be this wounded, my heart I feel like you looted
I don't like teaching lessons, you're ungrateful for all your blessings
Sad girl interlude, it's sad for you to assume
All the things you accused me of, hate is what we produce
No time to compromise, while you got me losing my mind
I am in my prime, I am in the deep end
You pushed me past my limit
Not sorry for being selfish, you didn't value me when I was selfless
Our love got me on a high, my spirit is feeling very low inside
Your love is something I had to buy
In denial of what we are, so below as above
Clouded judgement from the drugs
Not the first time I fallen cause of love
Not the first time I fallen cause of love
This is how it goes, when you don't fall for the one
Wasted potential and fabricated fun
All these contradictions, provoking too much friction
Causing us to be distant
What was all this for
I'm tired of all this resistance
I thought you wanted me more
Dec 12, 2020
Dec 12, 2020 at 9:25 AM UTC
I'm hearing echos
In these walls of my head
Feels like I'm dealing with the same consequences
From my past lives again
Sooner or later I'll accept the truth
I can not find love through you
Lately baby, I've been daydreaming
It's more bliss seeing than believing
Can we anew these memories just to tame the peace
Affirm to me that you have love for me
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 7:50 PM UTC
if you had the ability to predict your reality
would you always have a peek into the future
or are you overwhelmed by having events predicted
that won't matter later
guidance is what she lacks
since there's a past where she always encountered demons
the devil is the handsomest and brightest
im not surprised on why she's always been blinded
draw a card
draw the cards
ask questions like, "how can we make it far"
tarot cards
tarot cards
"why is life so hard"
- so it is
Sep 16, 2020
Sep 16, 2020 at 1:10 PM UTC
Heaven and Hell don't really exist.
Heaven and Hell are Both states of Mind.
Humanity created this believe that when "you" die, you either go to heaven or you go to hell;
But this believe is simply a creation of the religious intent to control people while they are alive.
They say that if you don't do this and that, if you don't behave in this way or that, then the punishment will be hell.
But that if you bahave this way and that, then you will be rewarded with heaven.
Both heaven and hell have kept humanity in a kind of prison,
because they have created fear in you while you are alive.
There is the fear of going to hell and the fear of not going to heaven.
Only the person who does not Believe is free of fear.
To this person, heaven and hell have no power over;
Because he knows his Self and therefor knows that Mind is simply a very complicated tool that helps the Self function in the world of form.
Which is why:
Heaven and hell can only disturb the one who has not gone beyond Mind.
Heaven and hell can only disturb the one who is still IN the Mind.
And of course:
The ones who are still in the Mind can not make sense of what it means to NOT be in the Mind.
Because everything that they see, including this statement, is seen from the point of view of the Mind -
and from the point of view of the Mind one can not see the Mind because it IS the Mind that is looking.
So:
In order to see the Mind, one has to look from the point of view of Pure Conscious Awareness ( Real Self ),
which in other words is the point of view of God.
Heaven and hell have been a device that a part of humanity have used in order to control another part of humanity.
Both the governments and the religions have been teaming up on this intention of controlling others.
When a person dies, if he or she has not lived a conscious life and therefor has not attained the Goal of Life, he or she will simply be born to live another life.
Death does not bring heaven nor hell.
In fact:
Heaven and hell are and can only be while alive.
They are ideas and therefor can only be thought about..
We have said:
For one to go to hell, one has to sin.
And for one to go to heaven, one has to not sin.
If while alive a person has sinned, these being severe sins, like for example those of ****** that person will not go to hell because there is no hell in Truth. In Truth, that person will simply be born again either in an animals body or in a humans body with some kind of misfurtune, such as disabilities and abnormal conditions.
For example, if you have really committed a crime that goes against nature in one life-time, then the consequences of the next life-time can and will be one of many. A person can be born blind, deaf, mute, ect. A person can be born without a body part or with a physical or mental illness/disease.
If a person has not committed any horrible crimes during life-time that go against nature and has been a good person, he will not go to heaven either because there is no heaven in Truth. In Truth, you can be good or bad, but if you have not attained the Goal of Life, which is to become conscious of your Real Self, of who you Truly are, whether you have been good or bad does not make much difference - you will again be born into another body and according to the karma that you carry, which builds from the actions of the present life, will be chosen the circumstances of your next life.
But you will not go to any heaven or any hell because these both are simply creations of the fantasies and imagination of the Human Mind.
Now, heaven and hell still have power over some people because these are the people who are still not aware of their Real Self.
In other words:
Not every-body has gone beyond the Mind, trascended the Mind, into the Ultimate Realization of the Self.
So simply for the joy of expressing myself i say that Both Heaven and Hell are not real but just states of Mind.
Just ideas - believes - thoughts.
The Real Goal of Life is not to go to heaven and not go to hell, the Real Goal of Life is to attain Self-Realization.
Which in other words is to discover, or better said, to re-discover, your True Self.
To know the Truth of your Self.
To those who do not know,
heaven then is just a hope that keeps one feeling safe in ones own ignorance of death and Truth.
To be born in this world right now one has no other choice but to recieve all the information that has been created by humanity.
And because there is so much information, there will come a point in every-ones life in which he or she will forget what is true and what is not true.
If that person does not have the courage to go in search of Truth, then he or she will simply believe and hope that there is a heaven and therefor there is safety guranteed after death.
This desire to be safe after death exists because of the ignorance of ones own life.
Because one does not know their Real Self, one does not know what is to happen when the body can no longer sustain life.
And the only reason why all false ideas have prevailed is because you have not prevailed in discovering your own Truth.
You have been possessed by the ideas that have been imposed on the Mind, and you have not been able to re-gain control.
You have believed in what ever believes and ideas you have heard and you have lost connection with Truth.
In order to re-gain connection with Truth, you have to go beyond all believes, beyond heaven and hell.
And in order to go beyond all believes, you have to silence the Mind;
Because as long as the Mind is compulsively bringing believes and ideas to your Self, you will remain un-connected with Truth.
As long as there exists ANY question within you, you have not known Truth.
The Goal of Life is to get rid of all questions;
And remember that all questions are of the Mind.
Only the Mind can question and only the Self can have the True answer.
Remember:
The Real answer to all questions is NOT of the Mind but of the Self.
All answers of the Mind are false and these will only bring more questions.
Remember:
Your True Self is not the Mind;
The Mind is only a part of your Self.
The Mind, when in search of Truth, will ask all the questions that it can ask and the final question will be:
Who Am I?
"Who Am I?" is the question that begins the journey towards your True Self.
First Mind will ask:
"What is all of this outside of me?"
Then,
When Mind has questioned everything outside of you,
the deepest question will finally come:
Who Am I?
And remember:
Only when Mind has questioned all that it can question will it question Itself,
and here you begin to move closer to your Self.
Enlightenment, Nirvana, is when Mind has asked the final question, Who Am I?
and You have answered:
I Am God.
And when you have answered the final answer, I Am God, it will not be Mind answering.
In fact:
This answer will not really be answered;
It will be known.
"Who Am I?" will be the last question because you will now be looking at the Mind from and AS the Self, instead of looking from the Mind, believing Mind to be the Self.
Here you will come to know that you are That which is watching the question happen in the Mind,
and in this moment you will know that you ARE the answer, simply because you are the Silence that answers the question, not with words, but with Knowing.
Remember this:
If the answer is to be the Real answer, the answer will not consist of any words or symbols;
If the answer is to be the Real answer, the answer will be your own Self-Realization.
And so:
The question "Who Am I?" can only be answered by You because it will take you directly to Your Self.
The question will take you from Mind - to - Pure Consciousness, Pure Awareness, Pure Silence, God.
This process of Self-Realization goes through the huge maze that the Mind is, to explore and question the whole universe, to finally get out of the maze, knowing everything that can and has to be known.
The Mind has labeled the whole universe and though the Self/God can be labeled and talked about, It can not fully/totally be expressed with words;
It can only be fully/totally known by Being It.
The question "Who Am I?" will be the final question.
Real Peace and Bliss are attained when the answer to this question is known by You and when there is no other question left in You.
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 12:27 PM UTC