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When would the time come When you'd be finally on time When I won't need to wait When you would already be there when I came.. I hope you value time as much as I do Coz we don't know when we'll die, that's true Please keep and do your promise Or I might as well forget you even did Can you really keep and do it? Or are those just words to assure me? Are you really ready to commit with it? Coz if you can't please tell me I don't know if I should still hope for you I want to believe you, please I really do But you've made me wait and sometimes even stood me up Now I don't really know if there's nothing up..

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Jul 6, 2020

Jul 6, 2020 at 12:23 AM UTC

Time and Commitment

When would the time come When you'd be finally on time When I won't need to wait When you would already be there when I came.. I hope you value time as much as I do Coz we don't know when we'll die, that's true Please keep and do your promise Or I might as well forget you even did Can you really keep and do it? Or are those just words to assure me? Are you really ready to commit with it? Coz if you can't please tell me I don't know if I should still hope for you I want to believe you, please I really do But you've made me wait and sometimes even stood me up Now I don't really know if there's nothing up..

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I've been in the daylight Been at the darkest nights But no matter what It always seems like it's night I can only see darkness I ask where's the light? But I always look up at the sky There's the moon with its stars It's just there giving light at its best Even if he himself is swallowed by the darkness He's doing his best to get some light from the sun and give it back to give light But sometimes even the moon surrenders to the darkness in which it reigns over Being taken over by something you are supposed to rule Being swallowed by your own environment Your own place, your own kingdom Even the moon that gives us some light at night is swallowed by darkness I sometimes cannot see the moon.. Even its stars are not there.. They are covered by clouds While the moon was being enveloped by darkness.. Years after, time had passed by I then realized one thing.. It wasn't actually the moon that I am seeing It was actually myself..

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Jul 6, 2020

Jul 6, 2020 at 12:21 AM UTC

The Ruler of the Night

I've been in the daylight Been at the darkest nights But no matter what It always seems like it's night I can only see darkness I ask where's the light? But I always look up at the sky There's the moon with its stars It's just there giving light at its best Even if he himself is swallowed by the darkness He's doing his best to get some light from the sun and give it back to give light But sometimes even the moon surrenders to the darkness in which it reigns over Being taken over by something you are supposed to rule Being swallowed by your own environment Your own place, your own kingdom Even the moon that gives us some light at night is swallowed by darkness I sometimes cannot see the moon.. Even its stars are not there.. They are covered by clouds While the moon was being enveloped by darkness.. Years after, time had passed by I then realized one thing.. It wasn't actually the moon that I am seeing It was actually myself..

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There's this hole I feel so low I am not whole Shot by an arrow and a bow Never felt this broken Only been cracked and Thought that I was given But no, something was taken Never felt this lonely This hole inside of me It's making me empty Cover it coz it's draining me Used to be alone Now you're here You carried me along Never been this happy

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Jul 6, 2020

Jul 6, 2020 at 12:18 AM UTC

Never Have I Ever

There's this hole I feel so low I am not whole Shot by an arrow and a bow Never felt this broken Only been cracked and Thought that I was given But no, something was taken Never felt this lonely This hole inside of me It's making me empty Cover it coz it's draining me Used to be alone Now you're here You carried me along Never been this happy

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Do this and do that You can't go and stop Just to chit and chat You think you are allowed Then let me remind you dear You are not, as long as I'm around No matter how hard you cry How much you've helped It's never enough, don't even try You were always alone You never got friends And they will never stay Those monsters that you tied Tears that you tried to hide They won't care, no matter how hard you try You are not enough nor will ever be Just do what you have to Coz if you'll resist and insist, it'll just drive you crazy Let's walk home today Dark is coming tonight Let's call it a day You're too loud, too proud, such a ***** You don't deserve everything you got Deserved to be ditched They only stay because of pity Pity that you are witty But you are lonely They don't like you in their lives You ****** them with your presence Why are you still even alive? Oh, so people such as you exist People who don't belong And unwanted but still insists Do you really wanna know what you are? You are nothing but a trash, a lonely person Proud? Loud? Hates crowd? We don't care Who are you for us to even care? You keep blabbering nonsense Such as "don't you dare!" then you'll give us an angry glare? Those were just a few They're the voices in my head And only a few have a clue

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Jul 6, 2020

Jul 6, 2020 at 12:16 AM UTC

Voices

Do this and do that You can't go and stop Just to chit and chat You think you are allowed Then let me remind you dear You are not, as long as I'm around No matter how hard you cry How much you've helped It's never enough, don't even try You were always alone You never got friends And they will never stay Those monsters that you tied Tears that you tried to hide They won't care, no matter how hard you try You are not enough nor will ever be Just do what you have to Coz if you'll resist and insist, it'll just drive you crazy Let's walk home today Dark is coming tonight Let's call it a day You're too loud, too proud, such a ***** You don't deserve everything you got Deserved to be ditched They only stay because of pity Pity that you are witty But you are lonely They don't like you in their lives You ****** them with your presence Why are you still even alive? Oh, so people such as you exist People who don't belong And unwanted but still insists Do you really wanna know what you are? You are nothing but a trash, a lonely person Proud? Loud? Hates crowd? We don't care Who are you for us to even care? You keep blabbering nonsense Such as "don't you dare!" then you'll give us an angry glare? Those were just a few They're the voices in my head And only a few have a clue

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What is this? Something's or someone rather From my back, its hugging me It felt so cold, so eerie, so scary What the hell? I feel like I am being watched Like there's a pair of eyes I swear I can feel it but I don't know whose eyes are those? Is it someone? Or is it a soul or a ghost? What creature was that? **** its hugging me again.. I can feel it caressing my arms.. Its hands slowly found its way to my neck It chokes me.. I can't breathe, help me.. Someone out there please help me I am so scared, this place is so eerie Help me, take me away from my home Take me away from this hell, so that they'd leave me alone..

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Jul 6, 2020

Jul 6, 2020 at 12:12 AM UTC

Monsters of the Night

What is this? Something's or someone rather From my back, its hugging me It felt so cold, so eerie, so scary What the hell? I feel like I am being watched Like there's a pair of eyes I swear I can feel it but I don't know whose eyes are those? Is it someone? Or is it a soul or a ghost? What creature was that? **** its hugging me again.. I can feel it caressing my arms.. Its hands slowly found its way to my neck It chokes me.. I can't breathe, help me.. Someone out there please help me I am so scared, this place is so eerie Help me, take me away from my home Take me away from this hell, so that they'd leave me alone..

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Too quiet Too dark Too silent Too far Walls seemed to continuously cave in I kept on hearing sounds nobody can Then darkness came, fear started crawling under my skin I badly want to scream for help yet I just can't Anyone who listened to my story They'll either listen or ignore me Or even both probably No one just takes me seriously It's been giving me nightmares Unbelievable fear of time is what I got Knowing -ber months is coming may be other's time for celebrating But it's months of nightmares and inevitable fear to me Can't breathe Can't laugh Can't see the light Please stop I beg for someone to help me Only one remained and believed me Others left out of disgust or fear One includes my parents, it saddens me I need some ears to listen to me Some open mind to believe what's happening to me A person who knows what's it like to feel the fear I've been living Someone I can truly talk to and give me understanding But even so I already found that person by now It still haunts me whenever I close my eyes It's hard to live with it you know Every now and then they'll pop into my thoughts and take away my happiness It draws my tears out of my eyes It gives me shivers down my spine The fear I kept on feeling whenever I am confined Not only in darkness but in my very mind The riddle was not yet answered This mystery is yet to be solved And here I was waiting for its end Hoping it would leave me alone and live my life again But just how **** unlucky am I No one seems to understand how I'm feeling My parents would always avoid the topic if I ever start bringing it I felt so betrayed and confined I can't believe I see my own home as my prison Yes we're all together yet I always feel alone School was also not an exemption Everything just felt so near but still so far like a different dimension Laying on my bed This very afternoon Rain drops pouring down Moments after 12 noon Still so bright outside Yet my room seemed so dark Loneliness looming over Happiness crushed like pieces of broken glass on the floor Too quiet Too dark Too scared Too silent Please save me My heart is begging Please hear me My mind is screaming..

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Jul 6, 2020

Jul 6, 2020 at 12:07 AM UTC

Quietness Can ****

Too quiet Too dark Too silent Too far Walls seemed to continuously cave in I kept on hearing sounds nobody can Then darkness came, fear started crawling under my skin I badly want to scream for help yet I just can't Anyone who listened to my story They'll either listen or ignore me Or even both probably No one just takes me seriously It's been giving me nightmares Unbelievable fear of time is what I got Knowing -ber months is coming may be other's time for celebrating But it's months of nightmares and inevitable fear to me Can't breathe Can't laugh Can't see the light Please stop I beg for someone to help me Only one remained and believed me Others left out of disgust or fear One includes my parents, it saddens me I need some ears to listen to me Some open mind to believe what's happening to me A person who knows what's it like to feel the fear I've been living Someone I can truly talk to and give me understanding But even so I already found that person by now It still haunts me whenever I close my eyes It's hard to live with it you know Every now and then they'll pop into my thoughts and take away my happiness It draws my tears out of my eyes It gives me shivers down my spine The fear I kept on feeling whenever I am confined Not only in darkness but in my very mind The riddle was not yet answered This mystery is yet to be solved And here I was waiting for its end Hoping it would leave me alone and live my life again But just how **** unlucky am I No one seems to understand how I'm feeling My parents would always avoid the topic if I ever start bringing it I felt so betrayed and confined I can't believe I see my own home as my prison Yes we're all together yet I always feel alone School was also not an exemption Everything just felt so near but still so far like a different dimension Laying on my bed This very afternoon Rain drops pouring down Moments after 12 noon Still so bright outside Yet my room seemed so dark Loneliness looming over Happiness crushed like pieces of broken glass on the floor Too quiet Too dark Too scared Too silent Please save me My heart is begging Please hear me My mind is screaming..

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Chills running down my spine It doesn't go away as if it stopped time It was so dark I thought the stars in the dark night sky has lost its shine It was alarming, risky, scary but it was just fine Surprisingly, it's comforting It's cold but filled up with longing It's dark and cold like the night sky of a late evening Yet when you embrace it, it gives you a warm feeling like morning Warmth is there, yes But the darkness and coldness surpass the rest I tried to escape from it and I did my best For escaping from it is an impossible quest The Flower of Doom already bloomed The end is coming soon I know cause even under the hot sun of noon You can already see the moon It had already begun You can't survive even if you have your rifle or gun The strength of your soul's will will determine if your still going to continue living and have fun But if your soul's will is weak you'll quickly vanished and will forever be gone So when you feel that chilling sensation down your spine, it's the darkness When it tries to embrace you, nothing's left but sadness The coldness will never leave you like a pest That's the embrace of the darkness' nest IT'S THE COLD EMBRACE OF THE DARK ABYSS

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Jul 6, 2020

Jul 6, 2020 at 12:02 AM UTC

The Cold Embrace of the Dark Abyss

Chills running down my spine It doesn't go away as if it stopped time It was so dark I thought the stars in the dark night sky has lost its shine It was alarming, risky, scary but it was just fine Surprisingly, it's comforting It's cold but filled up with longing It's dark and cold like the night sky of a late evening Yet when you embrace it, it gives you a warm feeling like morning Warmth is there, yes But the darkness and coldness surpass the rest I tried to escape from it and I did my best For escaping from it is an impossible quest The Flower of Doom already bloomed The end is coming soon I know cause even under the hot sun of noon You can already see the moon It had already begun You can't survive even if you have your rifle or gun The strength of your soul's will will determine if your still going to continue living and have fun But if your soul's will is weak you'll quickly vanished and will forever be gone So when you feel that chilling sensation down your spine, it's the darkness When it tries to embrace you, nothing's left but sadness The coldness will never leave you like a pest That's the embrace of the darkness' nest IT'S THE COLD EMBRACE OF THE DARK ABYSS

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I watch it crumble and break down into pieces As I also watch myself fall in to that same dark abyss I tried to grab the rope with my fist Yet it was hopeless since it always slipped Every second feels like forever Trapping me into agony making it even harder I tried so hard to resist at least to make it better Yet it was put in vain for hope was not even there like ever I want to escape so bad that I am willing to do anything Yet it seems to be pulling me back harder than I am imagining The chain that kept me trapped and connected to that abyss was being pulled down It hurts so much that I cried for help yet there's not even a sound Chains that restrains my hands and feet are tight A pair of hands on my eyes blocking my sight Preventing my eyes to see any light I stayed there begging someone to help me and be my knight Yet no one came even after the long wait Even when the night passed by and morning came The seemingly endless sweetness of sugar cane Was now replaced by the bitterness that coames with the betrayal and being abandoned that I'm feeling The darkness enveloping the place Seems like night there will forever stay I tried asking for someone's sympathy and embrace Yet they only gave me null and void eyes and their poker face Horror consumed me and it covered my face Making my mind and heart beat as if it finished a marathon or a race I tried to use my wings to escape but it was a hopeless case It was like patching the million pieces from a broken vase Soon enough my heart can feel nothing Numbness and void taking over everything I thought the light will never came as I was hoping Yet there he stood with his arms that seems to be reaching something Something or someone, it doesn't matter For when I heard him speak everything became clearer I found light and it eliminated the darkness and made my chains shatter The light made the shadow go away but also darker But it doesn't matter if it intensified The thing that matters is that I was resurrected from being mummified I thought I would forever be trapped in darkness terrified Yet there was an angel in his shining armor who saved me and gave me light

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Jul 5, 2020

Jul 5, 2020 at 10:08 PM UTC

The Room of the Bed of Black Roses

I watch it crumble and break down into pieces As I also watch myself fall in to that same dark abyss I tried to grab the rope with my fist Yet it was hopeless since it always slipped Every second feels like forever Trapping me into agony making it even harder I tried so hard to resist at least to make it better Yet it was put in vain for hope was not even there like ever I want to escape so bad that I am willing to do anything Yet it seems to be pulling me back harder than I am imagining The chain that kept me trapped and connected to that abyss was being pulled down It hurts so much that I cried for help yet there's not even a sound Chains that restrains my hands and feet are tight A pair of hands on my eyes blocking my sight Preventing my eyes to see any light I stayed there begging someone to help me and be my knight Yet no one came even after the long wait Even when the night passed by and morning came The seemingly endless sweetness of sugar cane Was now replaced by the bitterness that coames with the betrayal and being abandoned that I'm feeling The darkness enveloping the place Seems like night there will forever stay I tried asking for someone's sympathy and embrace Yet they only gave me null and void eyes and their poker face Horror consumed me and it covered my face Making my mind and heart beat as if it finished a marathon or a race I tried to use my wings to escape but it was a hopeless case It was like patching the million pieces from a broken vase Soon enough my heart can feel nothing Numbness and void taking over everything I thought the light will never came as I was hoping Yet there he stood with his arms that seems to be reaching something Something or someone, it doesn't matter For when I heard him speak everything became clearer I found light and it eliminated the darkness and made my chains shatter The light made the shadow go away but also darker But it doesn't matter if it intensified The thing that matters is that I was resurrected from being mummified I thought I would forever be trapped in darkness terrified Yet there was an angel in his shining armor who saved me and gave me light

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It was a blissful evening As I watch them here while performing I never thought I'd end up crying As I felt my heart slowly bleeding and breaking The evening air bringing despair In front of the mirror as I stare I watched two orbs full of color Die and lose its flare The night sky with its moon and stars Even in the dark shows my scars I feel my heart breaking into many parts As I lie alone on my bed pouring my heart The one bringing hope and joy Never had thought would be one day destroyed The sound of laughter as they rejoice Slowly fading as she heard her own voice hoarse The slight feeling of isolation Leads to her mild destruction Those small damages can already give you a prediction That soon she will slowly be destroyed and lose herself in addition

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Jul 5, 2020

Jul 5, 2020 at 10:07 PM UTC

Night Sky Without its Moon and Its Stars

It was a blissful evening As I watch them here while performing I never thought I'd end up crying As I felt my heart slowly bleeding and breaking The evening air bringing despair In front of the mirror as I stare I watched two orbs full of color Die and lose its flare The night sky with its moon and stars Even in the dark shows my scars I feel my heart breaking into many parts As I lie alone on my bed pouring my heart The one bringing hope and joy Never had thought would be one day destroyed The sound of laughter as they rejoice Slowly fading as she heard her own voice hoarse The slight feeling of isolation Leads to her mild destruction Those small damages can already give you a prediction That soon she will slowly be destroyed and lose herself in addition

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