lucyfer
"Calmest person" I like to think I'm not an angry person, I hate being angry but in all honesty I feel I have so much hate, anger, and resentment inside that I close-to-never show and refuse to let out. There for everyone sees me as the "most calm" "incredibly patient" and "nicest" person they know. I don't show my writing to anyone so you guys will be the only ones, I hope you enjoy the things inside my head.
Tonight I'll fall alseep sleep thinking of you
Tonight I'll dream, and dream of you
Tonight in my dreams you are next to me
Tonight in my dreams you are holding me
Tonight in my dreams you stay by my side
But today
Today you are gone
Today you are not next to me
Today you are not holding me
And today you are not by my side
But I am still thinking of you
I am still dreaming of you
When the lights are on
and the world is I awake
I not on! Im not awake!
My head is gone
My heart is gone
And I cannot wait
For the day that you are not in my head
For the day you do not have my heart
But till then I pray it'll be tonight, since it wasn't today I'm waiting for
tomorrow'
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 8:08 AM UTC