While the music pounds,
I’m quiet thinking about you,
Hearts racing but mine stands still,
I thought I’d forget you,
But I find myself wondering,
How you are you,
What you are doing,
Are you enjoying life,
Have you found someone new,
Does he treat you like I did,
Is there still a shred of love you still hold,
So I drink,
I dance,
I smoke,
Till I forget about you,
The one who made me laugh,
The one who gave me balance,
An endless summer when flowers are in bloom,
And leaves never fell,
Then the music kicks in,
I drink,
I dance,
And I smoke,
Until the thought of you drowns out,
By the kick of the bass,
The burn of the whiskey,
The smell of the ash,
Even though I know you’ll be back the next time I’m at the club.
2d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 1:55 PM UTC
I’m writing to you even though you may not hear me,
Like tears in the sea,
Or a call in a storm.
I miss your laugh, your smile, your grace,
I miss staring at that pretty face,
As time passes memory fades,
Your thoughts of me just decays.
I never felt more understood,
It’s like you could peak under the hood,
No one could ever do the same,
Now I’m alone I feel the pain.
An ode to how you made me feel,
When life felt real.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 8:33 PM UTC
The branches are falling,
The city burns,
The people are leaving,
Yet my body yearns.
Is it the fear instilled,
That keeps me put,
Of what I could be,
Of what I was?
The wheel turns,
The whip is cracked,
As a new day rises,
Time will tell.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 1:02 PM UTC
Cold eyes pierce like knives,
Never to be sheathed again,
Blood let and wounds gape,
No stitches to pull.
Foundations begin to crumble,
Towers rise and fall,
Rubble is all that remains,
Leaving the helpless in pain.
The damage is done,
The empire falls,
It’s time to start anew,
Is there any chance,
that we can make it through.
Oct 1, 2024
Oct 1, 2024 at 7:50 PM UTC
You say you want me,
You say you need me,
You want me to have every part of you,
But you push me away,
There I stay,
Just as broken as your heart,
How Long will this last?
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 6:24 PM UTC
I want to tell you,
That you are beautiful,
I want to just pick you up,
and kiss you,
I want to feel,
The beat of your heart,
But I hold myself back,
Because you would never love me.
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 8:08 PM UTC
I searched for myself,
Inside a bottle,
What came out,
Was something I couldn't face.
I drink to lose myself,
To find a way out from this pain,
But the pain keeps coming back,
And my souls not the same.
So pour me a double,
And watch me sink,
Because life isn't fun,
So hand me a drink.
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 6:15 PM UTC
I can't walk out the door,
It just feels too good to stay,
One more hit,
One more drink,
One more drag.
But if I step away again,
what'll that achieve,
It won't make me happy,
So I go round in circles,
no better than a dog.
So watch me fall,
And see if I can get up again.
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 2:57 AM UTC
I Can't tell anymore,
If I am awake,
Or if I'm stuck in a dream,
I've got friends,
But I'm alone,
I'm enjoying myself,
But I'm sad,
When I get into things,
I'm go all in,
But some times,
It was never worth the risk,
I hate you,
I love you,
I'd be nothing without you,
But would I be,
If there are plenty of fish in the sea,
how significant is you and me,
There are different places we could be,
But girl you can't keep lying to yourself,
Can't you see the effect it has on your health,
Waiting and see isn't an option for me,
I wish you could see,
But I've realized you are blind,
Just like me.
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 10:56 AM UTC
It's funny,
How one moment,
Can change everything,
And have a lasting impact,
On your relationships with people,
It's stupid.
Jun 30, 2017
Jun 30, 2017 at 6:22 PM UTC