I died today, by your words, you're tongue sharp as a blade.
I died today from what you said, my feelings for you fade.
I died today, you didn't care, you just kept on and on.
I died today from my broken heart, my love for you is gone.
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 1:00 AM UTC
There He was, within your grasp, with nothing left to hide.
He was ready to make moves with You, building side by side.
A man with nothing to offer, yet, He had so much to devote.
He was a perfect dream to have, better than anyone wrote.
He was real and full of so much life, right there in front of You.
He said the right words, did the right things, it was something you never knew.
He was willing to walk a mile with You, if ever You had given Him the chance.
He would have given You all things you deserve from a whirlwind of romance.
He stood there waiting for what he could never hold.
There You were, within His grasp, living with Your heart so cold.
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 8:16 PM UTC
I'm sorry I'm not her, the woman of your dreams.
I didn't ask to be with you, you asked to be with me.
I'm sorry that I fall short of what you've expected.
I was exactly who I was the moment that we met.
I'm sorry who I am is not who you wanted for yourself.
I may not be her for you, but I am her for someone else.
Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 5:46 PM UTC
I miss us!
Not the us that we are now, but the us that we once were.
The us that was so full of life and love.
I miss the days of being excited over the sight of your number on my phone.
I miss the flutter of butterflies in my nervous stomach every time you were near.
I miss the feeling I had all over my body with every little touch of your hands.
I miss feeling like a teenage couple discovering love for the first time.
I really miss us!
I miss the goosebumps all over my skin from your lips against mine.
I miss the way you used to look at me as though you'd found a great Treasure.
I miss the talks we used to have that never made any sense.
I miss those days, I miss those moments, I miss us.
Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 3:21 PM UTC
Being your #10 is not where I want to be,
#1 should start with me.
#9 is just as bad,
Being here is really sad.
#8 isn't all that grand,
I should be #1 hand in hand.
#7 is just a shame,
To be placed right here is really lame.
#6 isn't all that great,
Being your #1 should be my fate.
#5 is just a joke,
This should be reserved for other folk.
#4 isn't fun,
Where I belong is #1.
#3 is nothing new,
But I should be #1 to you.
#2 is almost there,
But to still be here isn't fair.
#1 is where your woman should be,
If I'm not here, she's not me.
Jan 14, 2016
Jan 14, 2016 at 11:28 PM UTC
My tears, they fall..
I am nothing at all.
My heart, it breaks..
My soul fully aches.
This pain, I feel..
The hurt inside is real.
The darkness, inside..
It no longer wants to hide.
The anger, in me..
Wants to be set free.
No one, around..
Not even a sound.
The loneliness, created..
The demon I've hated.
Jan 14, 2016
Jan 14, 2016 at 4:17 PM UTC
I live inside my head sometimes to hide from the reality I know,
The magic there is much more real and it is hard to let it all go...
I close my eyes and imagine my world is a bright and colorful field,
I can't help but use it against this world as some kind of unbreakable shield...
But then I have to open my eyes and face the day ahead,
Tears fall from my miserable eyes, I fear the fantasy is dead...
I take a breath and let it out and step forward in this place,
I'm all grown up, too old for games, reality is what I embrace...
Sometimes I escape back to my world deep inside my brain,
It is when I have to come back here that gives me so much pain...
I guess it's still the child in me that's holding on so tight,
Cause I find myself back in that field when I sleep at night...
I guess you could say I'm delusional and need to open my eyes,
But in my heart I know this world fills us with too many lies...
So keep your reality and grown up ways and keep your mind closed tight,
I refuse to stay here with you, I'm looking forward to sleeping tonight...
Jun 20, 2012
Jun 20, 2012 at 12:19 AM UTC
It was the end of September when I first laid eyes on you,
You were much younger than me, what should i do?
Should I have just have a fling? A one night stand?
Or live out my life with you hand in hand?
My mind was racing, my heart skipped a beat,
No one ever knows just from the first time they meet.
We talked a while and had some laughs too,
I questioned myself if my soul mate was you.
There must be some reason for why we had met,
Seven years have passed and I still haven't got it all figured out yet.
I still get confused and a bit insecure,
Is it still all for us if I'm not completely sure?
We've had good times and bad times on this bumpy road,
But I know when things get heavy you gladly carry the load.
I know I'm not perfect nor am I fully sane,
But I know that no matter what you will always be my shelter from the rain!!
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 1:23 AM UTC
Why would you do what you did?
Was i not worth the fight?
I did everything for you,
Did i not do anything right?
I know we had our problems,
I know things sometimes got bad
I know we don't always get along
But was she worth the 6 years that we had?
I hurt inside and just want to die
I feel sick and empty inside
I want to hate you but it's so **** hard
But i have to come to the realization that you lied!!
Apr 12, 2012
Apr 12, 2012 at 9:35 PM UTC
I wear this fake smile for you to see
how happy you think you are making me...
I choke on my tears so you won't see
the broken woman you made me to be...
I try to find the love that we lost somewhere
in the beginning of our first lust affair...
I wish for the way things were for us like before
but as Edgar Allen Poe's "The Raven" said...Nevermore!!
Mar 13, 2012
Mar 13, 2012 at 7:48 PM UTC