I started feeling alive again
I am trying my best again
I found new goal to reach
Don't want to give it up not yet
I don't want to let things unfinished again
I just want to try till the end this time
I just want to see what i can reach
With this two hands of mine
I will go forward with each step
No matter how small they are
I will be the winner this time
Not you the despair in my life.
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 3:53 PM UTC
I often dream about the life
in colors shining and dazzling
purple, pink, yellow and lime
and with lights such blinding
life changing like the seassons
but keeping the same warmth
life is a such preacious thing
like the flowers in garden you love
But I'm going to wake up in the end
and will return to my colorless life
full with misery and disappoinments
and try to live to reach the next night
just to see the life in my dream's light.
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 3:51 PM UTC
I saw that light
shiny, blinding and warm
It was heaven-like scene
That filled my poor life
That light pierced through
me, my heart and my life
There was nothing else
but just that feeling I felt
until the light left
It was peaceful and warm
feeling that filled that hole
which was there for long
feeling which swept away darkness
which was around for a while
Jul 14, 2018
Jul 14, 2018 at 9:38 AM UTC
Lying under the hot summer sun
Feeling the breeze of ocean warm
Living youthful days in nostalgia
Feeling life like in an unreal utopia
Lost in warm memories, I'm lying
And don't want to lose those feelings
Warmth, happiness and peace, I'm feeling
Lying under the hot summer sun.
Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 7:04 AM UTC
Maybe I am a little bit in a hurry
but life didn't give me a time.
Time to live, think and worry.
Time to feel really alive.
So let me enjoy what I have
no matter how short it is
let me love you till the end
there is nothing more to regret.
Jul 4, 2018
Jul 4, 2018 at 12:09 PM UTC
The endless blue sky is all yours
Just open and fly with your wings to see
Beyond the horizon are new adventures
You just have to cross the horizon to see
Take out all your shackles
Just be free.
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
Now I know about
How cruel you are life
Please
Let
Me
Die
The pain is only think I felt
Disappointed with everything
I
Just
Want
To
Die
I had enough, can't hold more
Death will be my salvation
So
Let
Me
Die.
Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 1:53 PM UTC
Do you think you really know me?
What's behind that smile of mine?
Do you ever thought for a moment
What I hide behind that fake smile?
Did ever my true feelings reached you?
Did you ever understand me at all?
Did you tried to know my true self
Or how I felt playing the happy role?
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018 at 4:33 PM UTC
Do you know how I felt
Lost, alone living dead
Pushing myself to do
Things I don't want to
I just tried to make happy
All people around me
But it made me unhappy
But no one thought about me
It was just YES what I knew
I'LL DO IT for you was nothing new
I am just a helper to the bone
But when I needed someone they were gone.
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018 at 4:29 PM UTC
Please don't break me up
Like everyone else did
Even, you can wake me up
And end my bad dream
Stay and don't leave me alone
End will come for me soon
Some things can't be get back
Turn is my to left that life back
An end is near so stay with me
You must be the one till the end by me.
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 5:19 PM UTC