impatient girl can’t grow her dumb flower
i’ll plant them in my garden
and i will watch them grow
and as they start to blossom
i’ll have them overflow
they’ll drown and die from water
and i start to begin
replacing all the flowers
that’s how its always been
i never like their pigment
its never the right shade
i’ll tear them from the soil
until my flesh will fade
and never see their beauty
i’ll never let them grow
because i tear the soil
before true colors show
Nov 30, 2017
Nov 30, 2017 at 9:08 PM UTC
Fortune steps my way but it trips and falls cos shes clumsy
Then the ground comes up to meet my face by default
Lying on the floor but my feelings rise
Yours come meet mine and take me by surprise
Why do we fall with her?
She means nothing at all
Why do we fall for her?
She makes life a hell
Nov 30, 2017
Nov 30, 2017 at 9:00 PM UTC
Mote it be
That he comes back to me
i'll cast a spell on you
but its just the synapses in my brain telling me to
You'll never return
and i'll never learn
so mote it be
that you'll come back to me
Nov 30, 2017
Nov 30, 2017 at 8:56 PM UTC
If these walls could talk they'd tell you i scream
every night when i see you in my dreams
the worst you could do is make me cold
my heart will ache and rust into gold
i fell in love
and i did just that
i fell
into your arms, i tumbled
into my tears, i crashed
into my laughter, i bled
i ripped and tore what was left of my skin
down to the atoms that compose it
the dumb atoms will beg for your mercy
they'll scream for more
even though they're under a pain that isn't earthly
curse this feeble dumb human mind
that lets me fall cos this time it'll be different
it won't be different
but it could be
and with this paper to pen
id do it all again
Nov 6, 2017
Nov 6, 2017 at 8:11 PM UTC
woah oh jokes on you
you just won my heart back
woah oh never let me go
please keep saying more things like that
Sep 28, 2017
Sep 28, 2017 at 5:46 PM UTC
Its hard to say goodbye when you both still love each other
"Youd have to be insane to do this"
Well, hi hello thats me
I can see a future with you even though i cant see you
But neither one of us wants to see a ring
And neither one of us wants to say goodbye
We're a paradox
You're a story I'll tell
With or without you
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 11:52 AM UTC
Dry mouth
Frankenstein walk
Im so dazed
Big brown eyes take over the whites
Dry eyes
Please let me breathe in and out without this weight on my chest
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 3:12 AM UTC
sorry that im the best for you in the long run
sorry i keep you from ruining your life
sorry you want others in between
sorry you want to end up with me
sorry im more of a wife than a fling
sorry your dad died
sorry youve been through so much
sorry ive been through **** too
sorry i love you so much
sorry you love me too
sorry im sorry
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 2:50 AM UTC
Ill ***** my guts out with one more word from you
Itll leak to my feet like a bottle of shampoo.
Tears from the young me reappear on my face
But those howls ill keep someplace safe.
This ring is from someone that loves me
But it burns my finger til i set it free.
If im here just to save you from lonliness
Well sorry i cant save something i cant caress.
If i told you what you old me
I bet youd have run and run and run to flee
But jokes on you cos you came back to this
But my old heart and my new heart cannot coexist
Everytime you broke me down then asked me back
Well lets just say that the heart i had for you will never be fully intact
Sep 22, 2017
Sep 22, 2017 at 11:21 PM UTC
tick tick tick tick
i wasn't ok at all last week
but now my tears they won't come out to speak
loud sounds bounce around these empty walls
they echo back and i just let them fall
tick tick tick tick
well i don't know how this will end
but i’ll be happy as long as i play pretend
Sep 20, 2017
Sep 20, 2017 at 7:03 PM UTC