loganpakus

i would like to paint a picture of tranquility and peace

but from the lack of having a father figure

and the fear rooted deep in my mind of failure

it stops me from being happy, it stops me from

the moons cycle, the circle of my life 

the apple of my eye, the core in my heart

falling in love, falling in deep, falling

i would like to see the sun rise tomorrow

but if i don’t wake up, put on my favorite song

and lay me down with all my mistakes and a bed of belladonna

the deadliest nightshade, the poison ivy

the most poisonous ivy of them all

just like my envious soul