i’m losing my own mind,
with the swollen heart i got.
i have feelings of being left behind,
your memories replay in my thoughts.
once i cry myself to sleep,
flashbacks start to pour in quick.
you cut a wound too deep,
thanks to you i feel uncomfortable and sick.
guilt is all i feel,
as interest is slowly fading away.
don’t know if i’ll be able to heal,
with anxiety stopping by to play.
did you understood when i said,
“no, stop.”
you didn’t dare to listen as i was upset,
undefeated my knees dropped.
Dec 18, 2017
Dec 18, 2017 at 9:00 PM UTC
unpleasant emotions crawl underneath my skin,
as memories of yourself start to play in my mind.
someone asked,
“where have you been?”
silence greeted the both of us as everything i’ve wanted to say got declined.
unwanted thoughts love to seep in,
others are calling what you did was a sin.
fearing negativity will overcome it’s stay,
fearing my colors will turn to grey.
i am afraid,
as tears drip down and cascade.
Dec 18, 2017
Dec 18, 2017 at 2:22 AM UTC
i knew what you were capable of,
once your lips crashed against mine.
you knew i became deeply attached,
once i figured i’m just a dine and dash.
it’s ridiculous how much i think about you,
definitely in the wrong moments.
it’s heartbreaking how you’ve made me feel blue,
why did i became the chosen?
you took the advantage to mess around,
i kept telling you yet you ignored my sound.
it hurts to see you don’t realize the pain you’ve caused,
after your little game was put on paused.
Dec 18, 2017
Dec 18, 2017 at 2:09 AM UTC