The conversation always start going deeper after this word appear
"why are you being like this?"
"why did you hate me?"
"why does the earth rotate around the sun?"
"why we have to eat meat?"
"why always me?"
A much more meaningful possession and background story needed to be shown as the answer
between 5W1H
I hate "WHY" the most
its like asking for the truth and the 'reasonable feeling' at the same time, which could turn into conflict madness or even peace.
Jan 22, 2021
Jan 22, 2021 at 1:53 PM UTC
I just need someone real
real to be here
I know that there's God
but sometimes I just can't
can't keep being strong
I'm broken inside
all the masks are not real
Sometimes
I just want to **** myself
better, fast, easy solution
But there's no easy way to die
Sleeping pill? Maybe..
worth to try..
What happen if I eat 4 pills at once
or 8 pills? will I just die then?
the world just become too horrible
and I can't handle it no more...
People find life so fun
But I only found loneliness
tears, cry at night, and
people keep on leaving
I know the worst meaniest person
but people still adore him/her
While being good, somehow
doesn't give you anything
what if 'faith and hope' is just a cliche
to just make you believe that
there's answer for everything
when there's none
what if religion is just a cliche
to just make you believe that
there's this God who loves you
where actually no one
what if 'pray and wishes' is just a cliche
to just make you believe that
there's miracle in everything
when its actually just a vain
I hope this tears end up soon
im tired being like this
tired with everything
I need changes
I need me
mylife to be whole
Jul 31, 2020
Jul 31, 2020 at 1:16 PM UTC
S o r r y..
for not taking the chance
for your heart
even a flower
never know how they worth
even a pretty butterfly
still learn how to fly
i'm not even both of it
i'm not the flower
nor pretty butterfly
all i had is this heart
and you asking for it
life is cruel
so as you
asking for what is mine
i never ask you
for your heart
i want you to protect mine
not asking for it
i can't love you forever
forever hurts
things will pass
i wont be there
for always
and so as you...
:)
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 10:59 AM UTC
the weirdest thing i see
the silly thing i found
at the most of people
who had & have enough in "everything"
they still got
JEALOUS
for what other people having
even to the
tiniest thing
c r a z y.
Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 12:14 PM UTC
You said you got this kind of weird feeling
you thought about her feeling
i wish i was brave enough
to ask you
"How about mine?"
when you did the same thing
: )
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 11:40 AM UTC
Here goes the prayer
Things I can’t say
Things I never want
But maybe
It could be a new path
A path that leads
to the right new things
You’re the one
That truly hold my world
Guide me through this
Give me a sign
Serenity inside me
Inside this heart of mine
Lord
You see me through
All things in
In this whole soul
Let me
Walking out
And in with You
In any kind of places
Forever
And always
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 2:52 PM UTC
**BUT YOU HAVE TO STOP TELLING PEOPLE,
THAT NO ONE WILL LOVE THEM UNTIL THEY START LOVING THEMSELVES.**
**YOU HAVE TO STOP PLANTING THIS IDEA IN PEOPLES BRAINS THAT THEY ARE UNWORTHY OF LOVE,
JUST BECAUSE OF THEIR OWN STRUGGLE.**
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 4:48 PM UTC
**and
i don't know
if this is me
just overreacting,
but
the only reason it scares me
when the wind causes my bedroom door to slam shut,
is because
i'm deeply afraid
that
i'll get used to the sound of people leaving.**
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 4:47 PM UTC