I want to forget you
I want to not remember for a while
Why can't you just fade away
I don't want to remember your smile
I want to lose all of the memories
I want to forget our first kiss
I want to just close my eyes
& not have you to miss
I want to forget your touch
I don't want remember your name
I just want it all to stop
I can't take any more of this pain
Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 8:39 PM UTC
As I'm scrolling through my newsfeed
I see a picture of your face
Next to you is a beautiful woman
All covered in lace
I first heard of the engagement
Six months ago
I didn't know it'd actually happen
I thought you'd take it slow
For I was your first
You said I was the one
The army did this
I just had to run
I pull out a bottle
Full of ***** and pain
Maybe it'll help me
Forget what's now her last name
When I awake in the morning
I look at my phone
The first thing I see
Is your guys' brand new home
For it's in Texas you reside
At least we're miles away
But every time I close my eyes
I always hear you say
"I would've left her for you
Baby, I waited for years"
It's something I'll always regret
As I'm now drowning in my tears
Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
As I drive through our hometown
The one I've avoided for years
I try to block out the memories
But my face is already full of tears
In the middle of the park
Basketball you would play
I watched you for hours
Day after day
Just there on the corner
You kissed my face
I take in a deep breath
Remembering your taste
In the fields of daisies
We both lied
In each others arms
Until next time
But there wasn't a next time
Forever ended so soon
For me it's not over
I'm still singing our tune
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 2:39 AM UTC
As you part your lips
your tongue cuts though walls I've built
Leaving nothing but
broken elements
of myself
s ha t ter ed
into a thousand p
i
e c
e
s
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 2:41 AM UTC
Sun kissed skin
Deep blue eyes
Tears wet my face
As I picture you tonight
I let you go
& pushed you away
But now my biggest regret
is not asking you to stay
Hand in hand
A bond so strong
We had it all
But now you're gone
I'm wishing on stars
Staring up at the sky
Cursing myself
for telling you goodbye
Maybe one day
when we meet again
You'll give me another chance
& we can start again
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 9:25 PM UTC
You
oxidize
places
that
I
thought
only
shadows
could
breathe
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 9:16 PM UTC
I anticipate
all day
for
the
...
silence
...
of
the
night
...
May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015 at 3:32 AM UTC
*The burn from the needle
the sting from the ice
the fire sensation
it's less than suffice
How could you ever
think you could equalize the pain
I felt in my heart
from your lovesick games
Dear past love
you took the breath out of me
choking me with your words
for now I am buried below the sea*
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 11:45 PM UTC