The new boy
He makes my heart flutter
When I hear the chime of a new message
I hope that it is him
And when it is, I smile so big
His words make me feel giddy
I smirk when he winks at me
When he first held my hand
My body felt chills
Crossing my finger its the start of something wonderful
Being safe in his arms
With a peck on my forehead
Nothing else matters at that moment
To love I am led
Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 6:58 AM UTC
My body is freezing
I'm shivering so bad my head hurts
I have so many layers on its weighing me down
Falling asleep is the only reasonable way to not think about how cold I am, how cold and frozen over my life is
I am stuck in time
Cannot crack or begin to melt the ice that I keep allowing to freeze
The heartache, the pain, my disappointing ways lead me to hold my arms up and allow myself to drown
Should I just give up on beginning to melt my past?
Just fall asleep and forget about it all together?
Doesn't seem reasonable, because eventuly time will pass and the glaciers will melt away
But for now, I'll just keep adding layers
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 2:16 PM UTC