What are we worth?
See the thing is,
We have none.
-fir.m
Jul 12, 2015
Jul 12, 2015 at 9:53 PM UTC
-Never let yourself fall prey
To something you feel has captured you
For nothing can be taken from you without your consent.-
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 6:41 PM UTC
***-I just love with profundity
I swear i'm not ******
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 4:26 PM UTC
I’m not good enough for you?
Was being honest a mistake?
I put myself out there again
And you cancelled our date
Who wants an addict?
I’ve been in recovery for years
The word itself scares humans
It brings me to tears
They will never get it
Nor give me a chance
You said you really liked me
But never made it to the dance
Why are you better than me?
No skeletons in your closet?
Can you throw the first stone?
Can you be that honest?
Do I give up on love?
Do I lie about my past?
I’ll just pick up a drink
That’s the part I was cast
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:29 PM UTC
i will siphon you desolate
and leave a desert
inside your veins
and the oasis that was
once your heart
will become a tomb
sand-flailed
eroded
buried
the same you
did to me
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:28 PM UTC
Looking at it from 10 inches
Look away
"No, no not again" etched in your mind
Yet the vulnerability of your heart aches for it
Stretching for it ..
Pulling back ..
Leaning forward ..
Turns away..
Grabs it..
It's in your hand..
You smile ..
Your heart pleased
Your mind unease
One,
Two,
Three..
Tears fall uncontrollably
Blood spilling easily
One,
Two,
Three..
Stop?
No..
You smile even wider..
One,
Two,
Three..
Love.
Is the blade sharp enough.. ?
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:27 PM UTC
Sitting on this addictive desk
Staring at the wonders of the world via the internet
From the modesty to the grotesque
It's funny how they all forget
The life outside of this intoxicating bottle of wires
But who am I to complain, for I am one of them
Lost inside these eccentricities that I admire
Wondering, conjecturing all about the beautiful eerie emblem.
What if just one day, one day we all stood and went outside?
Smell the breeze of the isolated air
Feel the earth, the dirt, that we denied
The earth we wear and tear
And yet, the ungrateful spends no time to relish
What we have, inexpensive
But all the care is for the wires; hellish
This is the mysterious truth
Of the brute
Of mankind and their neglect
Of a life that may never resurrect
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:18 PM UTC
I basket-ed my wounds
With the sole purpose of still being your friend
But all it did was made me feel swooned
Only hoping that this torture would end
As every second passes by; seeing you with her
My heart aches with profound jealousy
Why can't I stop loving further?
For this pain takes me day by day breathlessly...
Every image of you etches in my mind; sealed
I imagine your words to her being sweeter than wine...
I just wish that the devil was real
So i could purchase your love with mine
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
Being over driven by youthful desires
She fell asleep with her tears on fire
Will she live to tell another tale of heartbreak?
Will she live to see through the fake?
Who knows?
Her heart, unfortunately, grows
Her blood oozing out of her wrists
Her dreams became brutal from being bliss
"Why was I so stupid?" she sleep-talks
"Someone, please pull that trigger!" she sleep-walks
The anxiety for morning to reach died
The thought of a future became pesticide
For the only future she knew was with him..
The blade made love to her from her shoulders down to her limbs
Until there was no more pleasure to escape through her veins, through her skin
She lost... But what did he win?
Nothing but absolute guilt, at her funeral, where he looked above
And only remembered her sweet gesture of; "Give me Love"
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:15 PM UTC
*I don't want to run away 'cause things are bad
I want to run away just because there isn't much worth staying for.*
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:15 PM UTC