lilly-rose - Hello Poetry

I bleed through the ink on my paper I scream through the words on my paper I laugh through the memories on my paper I cry through the pain on my paper I speak through the stains on my paper Tonight there is nothing on my paper

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Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 4:59 PM UTC

lilly-rose

On My Paper

I bleed through the ink on my paper I scream through the words on my paper I laugh through the memories on my paper I cry through the pain on my paper I speak through the stains on my paper Tonight there is nothing on my paper

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holding onto memories so tight my fingers grow numb pushing memories farther and farther away Why can't I Forget? like the plague wrapping around my mind never leaving a dream I wish i'd never had you are someone who's skin I long to touch but my fingers would burn because you are beautiful and I am a broken soul because darling puzzle pieces do not fit like this

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Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 4:53 PM UTC

lilly-rose

Puzzle Pieces Don't Fit Like That

holding onto memories so tight my fingers grow numb pushing memories farther and farther away Why can't I Forget? like the plague wrapping around my mind never leaving a dream I wish i'd never had you are someone who's skin I long to touch but my fingers would burn because you are beautiful and I am a broken soul because darling puzzle pieces do not fit like this

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Walls Are meant to protect Meant to keep one safe To stop one from bleeding out Why am I still bleeding? Why don't I feel protected? Why can't I hear anything anymore? The walls Have grown so thick I hear nothing anymore Nothing but the insults and pain Bouncing around in my skull So much I can't hear anything else My walls Are changing Are shifting I put them up I tore them down My feet move But I go nowhere My heart beats But I am not alive My hands toil But I feel nothing My soul cries But I am not saved My walls Without them I'm broken With them I am destroyed.

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May 26, 2014

May 26, 2014 at 11:33 AM UTC

lilly-rose

Walls

Walls Are meant to protect Meant to keep one safe To stop one from bleeding out Why am I still bleeding? Why don't I feel protected? Why can't I hear anything anymore? The walls Have grown so thick I hear nothing anymore Nothing but the insults and pain Bouncing around in my skull So much I can't hear anything else My walls Are changing Are shifting I put them up I tore them down My feet move But I go nowhere My heart beats But I am not alive My hands toil But I feel nothing My soul cries But I am not saved My walls Without them I'm broken With them I am destroyed.

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I love him. I love the way he talks And looks at me. Those weird little moments where I look And see him looking at me Every part of me Wants to lean forward To touch his skin And feel his heartbeat To find out his story But I never will. I never will.

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May 10, 2014

May 10, 2014 at 11:25 AM UTC

lilly-rose

I Never Will

I love him. I love the way he talks And looks at me. Those weird little moments where I look And see him looking at me Every part of me Wants to lean forward To touch his skin And feel his heartbeat To find out his story But I never will. I never will.

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I am so lonely Even with all these people around me They move and they speak They laugh and they cry I move and speak And laugh and cry But I am still so lonely. So many people. So much loneliness.

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May 10, 2014

May 10, 2014 at 11:22 AM UTC

lilly-rose

Untitled

I am so lonely Even with all these people around me They move and they speak They laugh and they cry I move and speak And laugh and cry But I am still so lonely. So many people. So much loneliness.

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I watch Silent and still As the wind wraps around my head And whips my hair Gentle yet cruel I can feel your words Wrapping around my heart I can hear them In the wind Yet it seems to drift through Taking you with it Washing you From my damaged soul I breathe And for the first time In a long, long time It is all mine It is relaxed I am not waiting I am not fighting I am peaceful.

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Feb 11, 2014

Feb 11, 2014 at 6:45 PM UTC

lilly-rose

Peaceful

I watch Silent and still As the wind wraps around my head And whips my hair Gentle yet cruel I can feel your words Wrapping around my heart I can hear them In the wind Yet it seems to drift through Taking you with it Washing you From my damaged soul I breathe And for the first time In a long, long time It is all mine It is relaxed I am not waiting I am not fighting I am peaceful.

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Take me home To the place Where my heart is at rest Where my thoughts are calm Where every rope Is not a noose Where every knife Is not a weapon Where I can breathe Fresh air Take me home To the place I belong The with people Who love me Be it here Or somewhere else.

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Nov 19, 2013

Nov 19, 2013 at 9:08 PM UTC

lilly-rose

Take Me Home

Take me home To the place Where my heart is at rest Where my thoughts are calm Where every rope Is not a noose Where every knife Is not a weapon Where I can breathe Fresh air Take me home To the place I belong The with people Who love me Be it here Or somewhere else.

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I think I've finally Gotten a grip on my heart Even if it's only for a second I think I've changed And I'm a little stronger now Maybe My heart Can handle Something new My heart Can hardly beat From all the abuse it's taken But something Is telling me Something deep Deeper than the depths of heart- Maybe even my soul That it's time Things will be alright this time, I hear I want to take a chance. I want to give my heart That chance To live again I've learned That the pain In my heart Is worse Than any physical pain My heart has a limp My soul has a chip I've just gotta Give my heart the chance.

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Nov 15, 2013

Nov 15, 2013 at 6:27 PM UTC

lilly-rose

Heart's Delight

I think I've finally Gotten a grip on my heart Even if it's only for a second I think I've changed And I'm a little stronger now Maybe My heart Can handle Something new My heart Can hardly beat From all the abuse it's taken But something Is telling me Something deep Deeper than the depths of heart- Maybe even my soul That it's time Things will be alright this time, I hear I want to take a chance. I want to give my heart That chance To live again I've learned That the pain In my heart Is worse Than any physical pain My heart has a limp My soul has a chip I've just gotta Give my heart the chance.

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Who gave you the right to take my dreams? And still keep yours? Who do you think you are To shatter my dreams Call them petty To replace them with yours? Who do you think you are To break me to pieces and expect me to get back up To shatter the image I've built in the mirror. To tell me who I am. Who do you think you are To steal a dream from a girl Such a little girl she was. She grew up fast. You made her. Her dreams Merged with yours She left hers With her forgotten childhood. She left it. Left it for the Forgotten The Forgotten feelings bubbling inside. Dreams are not broken. They are shattered. Too many pieces.

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Nov 11, 2013

Nov 11, 2013 at 10:03 AM UTC

lilly-rose

Broken is a Feeling

Who gave you the right to take my dreams? And still keep yours? Who do you think you are To shatter my dreams Call them petty To replace them with yours? Who do you think you are To break me to pieces and expect me to get back up To shatter the image I've built in the mirror. To tell me who I am. Who do you think you are To steal a dream from a girl Such a little girl she was. She grew up fast. You made her. Her dreams Merged with yours She left hers With her forgotten childhood. She left it. Left it for the Forgotten The Forgotten feelings bubbling inside. Dreams are not broken. They are shattered. Too many pieces.

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They say Time will wipe away The tears And give way To a new beauty But I know As minutes Hours Days And weeks Tick by That I will not forget you Your smell, Like sweet musk Your eyes A chocolate brown Your height Protecting and strong I will only wait For tomorrow's sorrow.

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Nov 11, 2013

Nov 11, 2013 at 9:57 AM UTC

lilly-rose

Tomorrow's Sorrow

They say Time will wipe away The tears And give way To a new beauty But I know As minutes Hours Days And weeks Tick by That I will not forget you Your smell, Like sweet musk Your eyes A chocolate brown Your height Protecting and strong I will only wait For tomorrow's sorrow.

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