This rap and Poetry thing makes no sense
Y'all like something I wrote
But if I write something that I cope
Then try to make it sound dope
I'm trying too hard
Give up
I'm not getting that far
Gasp for air when I spit fast
Staying up for days when I get mad
Can't be around when I get sad
At the time I had a fragile bubble
Cause when you pop it
I black out waking up founding out i'm in such trouble
Phone ring
Hearing my parents say i'm on the double
So as they Push the throttle
I Grab the bottle
Acting like a i'm drunk when i'm stuck in sorrow
But I realize that the bottles empty
Where did it go
Did I drink it swiftly
How many cells did I **** up in me
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The world that I see man its gone and vanish
Woke up in this land with no eyes attended
I don't wanna speak cause I'm so offended
Hearing people walking trying dis my sentence
So I cut my ears made me fully senseless
Cause next it was my tongue and nerves
Do finally get this?
.......
No feeling
May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 9:24 PM UTC
I ask questions
I can mind my business
My nose has strong sent
That doesn't mean I have to hunt for realist
...
Some people make the realist prohibit
So models are manikins now
The category of the fakest description
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Checking phones
To see who's on
Hiding things from people who try to stay for very long
Never spoke words of it
Until they dead and gone
Hearing heart beat going slow
Like its a controlled metronome
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I mean
Getting stab by a friend
Now a days seems cool
Even getting shot
And to live you had to hide
So i hid in water
And start drowning in a pool
Not knowing what to do
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Every step I take makes wonder if I can trust you too
Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 1:48 PM UTC
I'm sitting in this noisy chair
Thinking why silence is my violence to my biggest fear
...
And my goodest friend
So I don't mind if it reappear
I threw the Gen
...
Cause I want to remember everything I dealt with
Better yet
Took it and accept it
....
Understand better
My moves to situations became clever
Then why I'm still the one to lose
.....
I guess I'm use to it
Want it to stop
It can't be conclued
...
Cause the things we focus on leave us looking weak and stupid
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My darkestness
In the room
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 1:05 PM UTC
I got people that could be apart of me
Just structure your liver and artery
I don't want to be crazy
I got to be
Similar vision?
I gotta see
Out of me
....
Just to get a different picture
Never change a rapper channel
Cause when they started spitting
They spitting to different meaning
Specifically what you reading
This is my way of feeding
My little brother who stay dreaming
Letting go of people who had me drinking lean
Straight leaning
I can't believe I haven't died
Cause of the way I've been sleeping
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Headphones cords around my neck cause I love music
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That USB cord
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My meaning of U Simpaly Basic
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No one can judge
Especially me
Cause I sleep up in the basement
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The concrete can be colder than my heart
Or hotter than my hottest part
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That's why I got a studio
And a slash movie show
So the flames can bring smoke more than a hooka bro
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When y'all gone stop looking down at me
I already passed the human growth
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 10:40 PM UTC
Freestyle
never be writing
I always be typing
we not controlled but we remotely dividing
Wait
If you ever see me be crying
...
Then I
Put stitches through my broken mirror
.....
Filled the cracked
I lit the match
The match is bright
Just so you can see me clearer
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The anger me
Man its kinda scary
.....
I hurt myself
I ask myself for help
Welp
...
It kinda seems that im self centered
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I'm a sinner sinning
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 3:19 PM UTC
My heart is pounding
I'm lost
So good luck finding what I found
Muscle and tissue I wish I can tear it
Cause how I hustle pound after pound
Brain and lyrics
The lyrical rthyme is coming out my hair
My problem is just that I cant scream that loud
No wonder why I didn't see my father so proud
Basically
Not at all
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Out of four years separated
My brain became less educated
To be educated
Though i was motivated
To paint a picture to my brother head of better placing
But to teach my little brother
Don't he need the education??
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Okay then
.....
Good house to Grandma house
You talk smack, you get smacked out
Is what I was raised in
My inner talents is what help me cave in
Mostly everything you try to put a page in
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I guess i'm talking to a mirror
......
Reflections can't help me reflect on how everything seem bitter
Knowing everyone has a taste of demons and sinners
You sinner beginners
Making me think on how I went crazy
For my squad and my best friend Sadie
Like I'm over a hundred and thirty Hades
From a kind heart that was known to be a kidder
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All in my mind was reality
I remember
Apr 19, 2017
Apr 19, 2017 at 11:04 PM UTC
Can you be a mirror for a second
As I stand here telling my message
Do you determine hell
As heaven
When you holding a weapon
Your living is failing
......
OH
You finally wondering just what i'm telling
You reading and finally feeling just what i'm spelling
The beatings that I had from people had stop the swelling
Until I woke and became the realist shhh you ever smelling
That a shame
......
Cause i'm not J cole
Not Kendrick
Not Logic
Not even Tech 9ne when he spit slow
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See my point
Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 4:19 PM UTC
Death is known to be a memory
Pushing to live life with out an enemy
Dodging friends who pretend to be
How would you fell of getting hurt in the dirt
That's known to be the industry
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I sit back as I sip my tea
Watch myself get caught up
See the beef start up
Asking how did we get of part of
.......
Before I could finish the battle begun
Moving in sync
When the battle was over
Spitting blood in a sink
Man that sticks
I lost a tooth
But I didn't
How can you tell
I only stay
Then I fade
As the day driven
.......
You'll see me in the light
Never in the dark
I'm attach who i'm apart of
As soon as the person life starts
......
A faded shadow
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 4:21 PM UTC
Things I stay strong for
Train
And build up my spine cord
Just to stay balance as time being worth more
Then being cut
From your luck
Ending up
Being stuck
In this whole of despair
Who give a
Let me hold that in
Burn marks
Bruise spot
Cant add up to all them pills
Trying not to relate to my past
Cause all I did was steal
Still
I could take a chance or two
Sacrificing of hustling is that you gotta move
Taking thoughts out of my head on the way to lose
you say honest is way to go
Then why its hurts when I tell the truth
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 3:56 PM UTC
I think I lost my touch
Tipping over trucks
Hoping to get run over a bus
Remembering my name as it fades away into the dust
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Things I trust
I cant trust no more
People I loved
Show no love no more
Like how rich turn so poor
Drugs being high in stores
Not meaning the price
I mean high
Til I die
Got a rope
Tie into a tie
Stand on chairs
Checking side to side
To balance tears I leave in side
..........
Hang on
Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 10:49 AM UTC