letmebeanon - Hello Poetry

Confused and depressed Not knowing what comes to life next A promise that started so beautifully He changed, and now, is he really ending it this slowly? In the dark, while I savor the pain I longed to be happy and then you came. At a brisk, I let you in Consumed my mind and invaded my soul. Your eyes, I couldn’t help but stare Your voice, that became music to my ear I wish the time was longer – that’s a shame Why did I meet you at such a wrong fate? How can I tell him about you? You belong to someone else while I do too. Albeit amiss, the times with you felt nothing but right; Never was I this proud of the wrong, never in my life. Lost with bewilderment, who does my heart choose? HIM, the person that I have learned to love? Or YOU, the person that suddenly caught my heart? I’m guilty of even having to question myself that. The negative thoughts, the guilt, the constant fear. It has now started drowning me in. I realized, this affected him and I wanted to do the right thing. So, I had to choose him.

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Jul 19, 2019

Jul 19, 2019 at 3:20 PM UTC

Affair of the Heart (Reposting w/ updated notes)

Confused and depressed Not knowing what comes to life next A promise that started so beautifully He changed, and now, is he really ending it this slowly? In the dark, while I savor the pain I longed to be happy and then you came. At a brisk, I let you in Consumed my mind and invaded my soul. Your eyes, I couldn’t help but stare Your voice, that became music to my ear I wish the time was longer – that’s a shame Why did I meet you at such a wrong fate? How can I tell him about you? You belong to someone else while I do too. Albeit amiss, the times with you felt nothing but right; Never was I this proud of the wrong, never in my life. Lost with bewilderment, who does my heart choose? HIM, the person that I have learned to love? Or YOU, the person that suddenly caught my heart? I’m guilty of even having to question myself that. The negative thoughts, the guilt, the constant fear. It has now started drowning me in. I realized, this affected him and I wanted to do the right thing. So, I had to choose him.

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Sometimes, you just want your dreams to be your reality. Why is everything about life to me right now is so much better when I sleep. Can I do that forever?

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Sep 3, 2018

Sep 3, 2018 at 10:36 AM UTC

Dream vs Reality

Sometimes, you just want your dreams to be your reality. Why is everything about life to me right now is so much better when I sleep. Can I do that forever?

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There is always one person that broke your heart. But you don't want to forget. Cos their thought is still the ones that makes your heart smile. Sometimes you just need to think that it's just how life works. Your time is just up with that person and all you gotta do is go back to the memories with that person that made you the happiest. And accept that it's already someone else's turn.

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Sep 2, 2018

Sep 2, 2018 at 1:48 PM UTC

People come and go

There is always one person that broke your heart. But you don't want to forget. Cos their thought is still the ones that makes your heart smile. Sometimes you just need to think that it's just how life works. Your time is just up with that person and all you gotta do is go back to the memories with that person that made you the happiest. And accept that it's already someone else's turn.

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Why do I feel empty every time the music plays Just thinking about where my fate is taking me. I don’t feel down but I am not happy either. Having no idea what I want and what I don’t. This thought is bothering me. And I’m not sure where is this coming from. What should I do :'( Stop listening to music when that's my only friend at the same time.

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Sep 2, 2018

Sep 2, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC

Misery in music.

Why do I feel empty every time the music plays Just thinking about where my fate is taking me. I don’t feel down but I am not happy either. Having no idea what I want and what I don’t. This thought is bothering me. And I’m not sure where is this coming from. What should I do :'( Stop listening to music when that's my only friend at the same time.

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I'm back here again. Writing my thoughts. Someone's broken into pieces. Again.

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Mar 13, 2018

Mar 13, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC

It's a cycle

I'm back here again. Writing my thoughts. Someone's broken into pieces. Again.

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it's lonely out here. Someone save me. Save me from this agony.

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Oct 18, 2017

Oct 18, 2017 at 8:42 PM UTC

Shades of darkness

it's lonely out here. Someone save me. Save me from this agony.

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Your face, lights up the sky on the highway Someday you'll share your world with me, someday. You mesmerized me with diamond eyes. I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright. But I am losing all control - My mind, my heart, my body and my soul. Never in my life have I been more sure So come on up to me and close the door Nobody's made me feel this way before; You're everything I wanted and more. To speak or not to; where to begin Your great dilemmas I'm finding myself in For all I know you only see me as a friend I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end. Never in my life have I been more sure So come on up to me and close the door Nobody's made me feel this way before; You're everything I wanted and more.

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Oct 17, 2017

Oct 17, 2017 at 1:07 PM UTC

For the one you love that you can't have (BALISONG)

Your face, lights up the sky on the highway Someday you'll share your world with me, someday. You mesmerized me with diamond eyes. I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright. But I am losing all control - My mind, my heart, my body and my soul. Never in my life have I been more sure So come on up to me and close the door Nobody's made me feel this way before; You're everything I wanted and more. To speak or not to; where to begin Your great dilemmas I'm finding myself in For all I know you only see me as a friend I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end. Never in my life have I been more sure So come on up to me and close the door Nobody's made me feel this way before; You're everything I wanted and more.

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I did not ask for it but you came; Just like a shining armor, out of the grey. You gave me a warm smile, that I just can't get used to as the days go by. A smile, that I thought was just for mine. The times with you, it wasn't long enough. But enough, to end my night like a diamond, that brights. All the memories you gave, Did not shatter until this day. I saw you. I saw you with a new one. You wore the same smile. The smile you had when I was that one. I thought there was something, I thought I was special.

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Oct 14, 2017

Oct 14, 2017 at 9:47 AM UTC

I thought I was special

I did not ask for it but you came; Just like a shining armor, out of the grey. You gave me a warm smile, that I just can't get used to as the days go by. A smile, that I thought was just for mine. The times with you, it wasn't long enough. But enough, to end my night like a diamond, that brights. All the memories you gave, Did not shatter until this day. I saw you. I saw you with a new one. You wore the same smile. The smile you had when I was that one. I thought there was something, I thought I was special.

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Confused and depressed Not knowing what comes to life next A promise that started so beautifully He changed, and now, is he really ending it this slowly? In the dark, while I savor the pain I longed to be happy and then you came. At a brisk, I let you in Consumed my mind and invaded my soul. Your eyes, I couldn’t help but stare Your voice, that became music to my ear I wish the time was longer – that’s a shame Why did I meet you at such a wrong fate? How can I tell him about you? You belong to someone else while I do too. Albeit amiss, the times with you felt nothing but right; Never was I this proud of the wrong, never in my life. Lost with bewilderment, who does my heart choose? HIM, the person that I have learned to love? Or YOU, the person that suddenly caught my heart? I’m guilty of even having to question myself that. The negative thoughts, the guilt, the constant fear. It has now started drowning me in. I realized, this affected him and I wanted to do the right thing. So, I had to choose him.

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Oct 13, 2017

Oct 13, 2017 at 10:31 AM UTC

Affair of the heart

Confused and depressed Not knowing what comes to life next A promise that started so beautifully He changed, and now, is he really ending it this slowly? In the dark, while I savor the pain I longed to be happy and then you came. At a brisk, I let you in Consumed my mind and invaded my soul. Your eyes, I couldn’t help but stare Your voice, that became music to my ear I wish the time was longer – that’s a shame Why did I meet you at such a wrong fate? How can I tell him about you? You belong to someone else while I do too. Albeit amiss, the times with you felt nothing but right; Never was I this proud of the wrong, never in my life. Lost with bewilderment, who does my heart choose? HIM, the person that I have learned to love? Or YOU, the person that suddenly caught my heart? I’m guilty of even having to question myself that. The negative thoughts, the guilt, the constant fear. It has now started drowning me in. I realized, this affected him and I wanted to do the right thing. So, I had to choose him.

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