Little did we know
This little adventure here
Was about to be the scariest boat ride of my life
Tumultous waves
Back seat laughters and songs were sang
To diffuse the build up of anxiety
They say the devil or the deep blue sea
Till today I can’t convince myself which is more frightful
Drenched in fear more than salty water
Will I come back for more?
Definitely
Aug 3, 2025
Aug 3, 2025 at 4:40 PM UTC
Its in those moments we give out ourselves a little bit. A little care. A little love. A little of who we are is displayed in our tiniest of actions.
When someone coughs and we do not hesitate to offer water
When someone is shifting too many bags on their hands and we offer a little help to lighten the burden
Or when we hold the lift door
Or when we reach out an extra packet of rice to our neighbouring patient hoping it reminds them of comfort
Or when we tell our food panda rider to be safe on his way home
Or when we say keep the extra change
Or when we offer to walk with a fragile stranger till they're safe
Oct 8, 2021
Oct 8, 2021 at 6:30 AM UTC
I find comfort in my pain, tears and sadness, as ive come to know that happiness isnt everlasting. And thats okay. Its okay to find solace in pain.
But when it gets too much, like a river it overflows, spills at places and drowns the other fragments of me.
How do i stop this feeling?
Aug 19, 2021
Aug 19, 2021 at 7:02 AM UTC
Im sitted here
Right infront of you
Supposedly celebrating our anniversary
I had it all planned out in my head
For hours ,for days
I pictured the way it was suppose to be
Silly of me to think id go perfectly the way i thought in my stupid head
Here you are
Not a word spoken to me
A silent dinner date
Not the first time
Expectations really disappoints us
Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 9:05 AM UTC
I listen to the thoughts you don't speak.
I receive your joviality even when you're just smiling.
I drowned in the echoes of your laughter,always hoping im the reason behind it.
I sense your dissapointment even in a fragment of your voice.
I witness the ache you carry in your eyes when you don't sleep enough.
I dwell in your solemnity to feel your desolation
I bare some of your agonizing burdens through a prayer when you least expect it.
I see the inner kid in you that craves for infinite affection.
I have a weakness for the depth of your undeniable love. It's addictive.
I am amused with your tenacity to give your heart out all over again.
I am inspired by your resilience.
I want to fill the void within you with my compassionate love
I want you to have a little faith for all the upcoming adversities life throws at you.
I want nothing more but abundance of joy and contentment in your life.
I want you to know that even in the days you forget who you're becoming
I want you to know I see you.
I see you dear.
Always.
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 5:23 PM UTC
Everyone I loved left.
Everyone I trusted betrayed.
Everyone I held on, gave up.
What makes you so different from them?
I'd rather end it at 'hello'.
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 3:22 AM UTC
You don't understand
It wasn't about the flowers you received from her
It was the way you lit up in joy when you received it
I didn't think it would affect me
But I was hoping the same reaction..
When I spent nights thinking which was the perfect gift for you.
Non of it mattered anyway.
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 2:10 PM UTC
That one time I needed you to fight for me.
You didn't.
That one last test to prove you kept your promise.
You didn't.
The one time I believed you wouldn't leave.
You did.
Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 5:19 PM UTC
I didn't need to tell you the message of my love.
It was written all along...
Through my eyes..
In my heart..
Spoken from my actions..
Felt from my heart, mind, soul and touch.
But did you observe.
Were you patient enough to give me a chance.
The second you felt uncomfortable
Was the second you convinced yourself..
That.
Our love wasn't made for each other.
So here I am still convinced our love was real.
And there you are diving into the next place of comfort; Her.
May 6, 2018
May 6, 2018 at 11:56 AM UTC
My love was constant and sensitive.
Your love was shifty and repulsive.
My love was a work in progress
Your love was impulsively agrressive
My love was liberation
Your love was dictatorship
My love was repetitive
Your love was bipolar
My love was yours to believe and ours to cherish
Your love was covered in guilt drowned in insecurities cornered to lies
My love was receiving and giving
Your love was giving constantly doubting on mine never ready for receiving
My love was enough. Enough to make us live and move ahead to a beautiful future.
Your love was there but never enough to made you stay.
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 9:43 PM UTC