I loved you as one loves their significant other,
But I see you different now.
I can’t deny you’re the perfect piece to my perfect puzzle,
But I can’t love you romantically...
I hope you’re okay when I say I can only love you as a brother.
Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 6:37 AM UTC
You never did let me down
When you knew I'm a psychedelic clown
Gave me strength to stand up again
Made my heart forget the pain
Still I'm hurt when your not around
In you the peace and love I found
I wanted you to stay forever
And leave me never
But now you broke my little heart
For a stupid thing thinking you smart
And now I end up broken apart
For you, it was an art
This happens every single day
And then you want to come back and stay
I'm such a fool to accept you back
'Cause you've got all that I lack
Whatever may happen, my love
I still love you, you stay above
Nothing can take away you from me
My love for you is deeper than the sea
Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 1:22 PM UTC
It cannot be described
only imbibed
through many sorrows
and sorries
until the pain
recedes to numbness
your compass
points to death
& you see the peace it brings
the silence
the darkness
you make your mind up
maybe not today
or tomorrow
but you know
you're going to die by your own hand
& you feel
just a brief
fleeting
happiness
...
that's the sound of suicide
Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 1:42 PM UTC
Summer nights with you
got me feeling like
I have so much to pour out
World seems less cruel
The nights that left you with
a feeling, that we could live once again
and the endless chats felt
like a merging of souls
so baby girl
I really hope
it will swallow us whole.
Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 1:40 PM UTC
I came out
From my House
Saw many Doors.
Some were Open
Some were Locked
Some were Small
Some were Large
Sone were Broad
Some were Narrow.
Some were Inviting
Some were Repulsive.
It was very cold out there
Had to go somewhere.
Knocked on some
Welcomed by some
Thrown out by some
Came back to my own
Back to where I belonged.
Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 1:34 PM UTC
Even the angels would want no part in this
If they could feel as I have felt
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 8:12 AM UTC
it’s so typical of me
and you
to crave love from the ones who wouldn’t notice us
normally
Love from the nearby, similar people
Feels like it comes too naturally
So I long for a love I couldn’t possibly take for granted
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 8:12 AM UTC
It's consuming her,
Eating her alive.
From the inside out
It's devouring
Her very essence.
Ripping apart every aspect of her,
Leaving nothing a corpse.
A living breathing corpse,
That's all she is.
Just a shell of nothing,
No emotions, no anything
Everything was taken,
Taken away and destroyed.
Her family, friends
They all left,
Left her alone.
Alone it was easier for it to take her.
Easier to drag her down
To defeat her
To tear her apart
Piece by piece.
They don't realize they could have helped,
Helped her fight back
Helped her crawl out of the hole it dug
Helped her win the battle
Helped her get better
Helped save her
They could have saved me,
But they didn't.
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 8:09 AM UTC
I have succumb
To this scent
The scent of a heart
A heart that has
Accepted me
It is addicting
As it is dangerous
I will commit to try
And keeping this scent
To be a part of me
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 8:04 AM UTC