That night as i closed my mind
two words popped up
What If?
What if i had not done what i did ...
i am sorry
i cant change that what if.
-LN
Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 8:57 AM UTC
You embraced me with your glitterly hands,
When all I could think about was chasing darkness.
Your spiral staircase gave me hope,
When all I could think about was falling down.
Your speech about the world outside came to my rescue,
When my mind was drowning in the ocean of pessimism.
You were a cold edifice when I stepped in at four,
And now as I leave at seventeen , you are a warm home, wrapped in a cocoon, giving me sanguiness.
The concrete beneathe our feet is like a pillar of life, that moulded us right.
I was a lump of wet mud when you took me under your wing,
I cried when I dried because it's time to say goodbye.
I was enthusiastic by the paradise
Of your wonderful aurora
And I didn't know that I would miss this wonderful aurora.
And now as the sun sets,
Our chapter sadly ends.
"Ta-Ta" for now,
"Goodbye for a while".
Until we meet again ,
On a blissful end.
-LN & KB
Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 3:17 AM UTC
I am a year older
I am a year stronger
I am a year shy
I am a year bolder
I am year wittier
I am flying
I am flying
I can see the world
From up there
I am actually in the sky
And sadly I can't eat the cotton candy like clouds
But I am flying
In the expanse of blue and purple
The sun sets behind me
And I look like a strong dew
Waiting to be felt on Earth.
The sun rises again
And I set on the quest again.-LN
Sep 18, 2018
Sep 18, 2018 at 6:08 AM UTC
The seed
In the soil
Became a sapling
With hopes and dreams
So huge
It eventually grew
Into a beautiful plant
With fruits so lovely and pure
The flowers came
The fruits used
They tried to uproot the poor plant
It stayed strong
And carried on
To become a tree so strong
It gave shade
To people who were sway
It was a spot of love
The tree grew
And became the spot
Of ultimate love and bond.
-LN
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 5:45 AM UTC
We were under that tree
Where you caressed my hair free
Where you touched my lips slowly
And traced the outline deeply
I still hold that memory
It's embedded somewhere deep
Oh my love
I long for you
Come back to me.
-LN
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 4:50 AM UTC
That tiny spot
changed my life
that red little spot defined me
as a woman
i questioned -
why not men.
gift of nature was the answer then.
I'ts been three years
that spot comes every month
oh! it's not so fun
black i have to wear
as if i am mourning someone's death.
bloated up like a hippo
pain is evident on my face
that little spot will be there every month
till i am fifty
oh so fun.
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 3:45 AM UTC
THIS CHANGE
I CAN FEEL IT
NOT YOUR LITTLE GIRL ANYMORE
THIS CHANGE
I CAN RUN THROUGH IT
ITS LIKE PERFUME
ITS LIKE RAIN
THIS CHANGE
IS RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS
LIKE AN ADRENALINE RUSH
THIS CHANGE
OH! THIS CHANGE
I FEEL LIKE FLYING THROUGH IT .
I CAN FEEL IT
I WANT TO GLIDE THROUGH IT .
THIS CHANGE
IS SATISFACTORY
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 3:39 AM UTC
yes you
sitting on the front bench
yes you
science student
yes you with the specs
i thought you were different
that's why i said yes
i know you did not have time
but i just wanted you to care
you were my knight
my beloved
my everything ....
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 3:36 AM UTC
Last seen 2:30 AM
This is my last message to you
I am sorry I won't be there to embrace you
I am sorry i will not be there to kiss you
you don't need my love
i am a mess
I'll pull you down
you have wings
beautiful wings
fly
fly high
You don't need me
nor my love
i am done
you will be fine
without me
i promise
you were a blessing
i am proud of you
i love you
i hope i meet you soon
until then goodbye
END OF MESSAGE
"But i need you
i am messed up too"
" why are you dead "
"why did you go away"
"you left me alone "
"in this complex state"
"I love you "
" so i am coming to you."
-LN
Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 12:57 PM UTC
question
what are we ?
is god real?
did he create us?
is god a he or a she?
how ?
when?
where?
the earth is like a jigsaw puzzle.
humans the pieces
humans the answer
question
who are we?
humans are so complex
how did god create this wonderful work of nature.
how are we so balanced?
we breathe
we can see
we have five fingers on each hand
we have legs
we have a complex brain.
magic
Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 12:49 PM UTC