fear is myself now
frantically typing, eyes hazed, heart in my mouth
everything has halted and all I hear is fear.
I thought I was going to lose my everything.
and now i'm scared
because I can't picture myself without you.
i've lost my breath...
help me catch it back?
Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 3:46 AM UTC
d i s t a n c e
the cruel word that grazes through my lips,
what makes my eyes sore when thoughts of it drip through my mind.
thoughts of you and I separated through oceans,
wishing that its tide were your arms so you could pull me back to you.
to your arms that I call my home,
to your eyes were I seek refuge,
to your lips where I tasted love and where you would plant kisses on me
and I'd wait for them to blossom to the future of me and you.
Aug 28, 2017
Aug 28, 2017 at 12:09 PM UTC
to think, how lost we were, until we found that person,
who made us jump out of bed in the morning,
intoxicated by the thought of returning to them.
they made us feel so safe
that we never wanted to leave in the first place.
I never left.
you did.
Sep 11, 2016
Sep 11, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
allow yourself to be happy.
go through your kaleidoscope of
hopes and dreams;
see the multitudes of options there for you
and then reach out for them.
set your heart for the sky.
don't fog yourself behind
the complications of something
or your inability to obtain something.
your happiness is pinned across the sky like stars.
so break out, reach for it,
before you don't have the chance to.
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 7:37 AM UTC
how can I feel so alone
when there's stars hanging over my head?
without a sound, they're here, all the time.
shining on.
but even the stars have their moon,
and the moon, his sun.
they feel celestial all the time.
they sing in harmony, I see it when I look above,
when I have the ocean in my eyes.
no-one can tell.
Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 4:12 PM UTC
let me fathom my fear into words.
I'm scared I'll always be alone
because I still haven't met someone
who simply gives a ****
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
i'm jealous of the ones
who get to go back to someone who they consider to be their
everything, best friend, love, home
while I wait for that someone.
i've been waiting a while now.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 5:47 PM UTC
I wish I could fully express myself in one line.
But I can't, I'm,
discombobulated
and when I think I can get it all together,
I break apart once again.
Who would've thought
that reaching out for happiness,
would turn us mad?
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 6:19 PM UTC
look at us now,
from dreams of gas and cloud
we were brave enough to fold into one.
to make us who we are today.
to live in the crimson sun and
to sleep in celestial wonder.
so don't waste any second.
this is what makes us feel alive.
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 7:33 PM UTC