Love , how destructive .
Making me vulnerable
to any emotional attacks.
I opened my gates for one i thought
Might be a friend but alas it was a fiend .
You came in and destroyed me from the inside .
How long will my recovery take , this time ?
Funny how that happened to rhyme .
The snake in the garden of Eden , is no match for you Love
You do the impossible , you bring together and destroy .
You've done it before with the destruction of Troy.
I am in pain because i believed love was real .
I looked for it with tremendous amounts of zeal .
What did it do for me ? Except ****
All beliefs i had that people could feel.
Qu'est ce que la baise l'amour ?
Sep 25, 2017
Sep 25, 2017 at 2:31 AM UTC
They say life flashes before your eyes
If you are about to die .
but why do i sit here ?
My life flashed before me and i felt the scars again.
The pain of seeing my mother's beautiful
Lifeless face .
She was at peace with the world
as she lay in a coffin .
The tearing of my heart as i kissed my comatose grandmother
for the last time,
before we pulled the plug .
Drugs were my band-aid then .
They comforted me in bliss,
And i forgot my problems
For as long as the high lasted .
Now i can't use those band-aids
For i have been to rehab and now i need answers .
Answers as to why i am a standing and other people die .
Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 6:10 AM UTC
she's got a broken smile
for a broken heart
she likes to hope
her brokenness
is a work of art
lost in herself
she cannot breathe
around him, around her.
too many people
who aren't falling apart.
a broken smile
with a broken heart
her father says
she's a work of art
Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 3:49 AM UTC
I kneel before you
And give myself up to you .
I beg you for so much
But you give me nought .
I lie prostrate before you
I grovel at your feet .
Is this what i get
For opening up to you ?
Do i crash and burn
Because i believe in you ?
My reward for loving you
And worshiping you like a goddess ...
You are cold like a night at sea ,
For you a chilly and unpredictable .
My goddess who never answers me .
What shall i do ?
In this religion ,
Of constantly worshiping you ?
Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 3:40 AM UTC
Maths is like a vampire
Which eats our mind
And make us tired
It is having a different chemistry
Sometimes i think it is even worst than history
If we arrange your chapters like trigonometry and geometry
I think it will be a good symmetry
Leave me alone and go out of my lif
As if you will not i will **** you and you will be not alive
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 6:19 AM UTC
Isolation, deception crowded my
mind with an evil intention
Clouding my perception against
my thoughts, an evil
obsession.
Fueled by aggression,
a luferious passion from the
explosion of my inner being
resulting in the desolation of myself.
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 6:17 AM UTC
I started to think of something
but then nothing formulated .
I looked into the nothingness and decided to work with it ,
i found that within it there was something to say.
I found truth within it and i almost found myself
But i rejected to know what i was
for i too could be nothing within Nothing.
Jul 19, 2017
Jul 19, 2017 at 6:53 AM UTC
A little light enters.
A little light reaches.
A little light is enough ,
Enough for my soul
Which is soaked in darkness.
I scour the land ,
In search of this little light .
I find nought.
Point me in the right direction,
So that i may stop this aimless meandering .
I cry to the sky so that God or the gods
May hear my agony
And hopefully wring the darkness in my soul
Oh , how it hurts ,
Where is the light when you need it .
Jul 14, 2017
Jul 14, 2017 at 5:45 AM UTC