I'm always there for people
I'm always the one that they go to
but yet
once they feel whole again
once I have built them up
they leave
and I don't know
maybe I'm just overthinking things
but it really ******* *****
because right now I need someone more than ever and nobody ******* cares about me
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 12:31 AM UTC
and you were too drunk to function
and he was too high to care
so I took a couple pills to calm my mind and help me make it through the night
-l.w.
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 12:29 AM UTC
thank you for being here
thank you for being the only one who stayed when they left me
*even though you ******* left too in the end*
- l.w.
Feb 15, 2016
Feb 15, 2016 at 12:38 AM UTC
I was your bestfriend for five years
five years of my life I can never get back
you dropped me so easily
and the only communication we have had
is for you to vent about her
you miss her
you want her
I was nothing to you
and that is what I'm having a hard time with
because you were everything to me
and I ******* miss you so much
- l.w.
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 9:31 PM UTC
I want to text you
but the last time you did not respond
I want to go places with you and our old friends
but they and you hate me
I want to not feel this emptiness
*you ******* swore you would never leave*
I just want my friend back
what the hell happened
why did you do this to me
- l.w.
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 9:24 PM UTC
and I'm high on painkillers trying to erase the thought of you from my mind
then you text me for the first time in months and it is all downhill from there
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 12:38 PM UTC
and it has almost been a month
since I have spoken to you
since we fought
and I am still not okay
but I never mattered to you
and you have moved on
and I am having the hardest time making peace with that
*why have you ****** me up this much*
- l .w .
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 12:26 PM UTC
I cannot stand the sight of your face
for you saw me break
you watched me cry
yet you continued to lie
and I can never forgive you for that
- l.w.
Feb 4, 2016
Feb 4, 2016 at 1:30 PM UTC
you are art.
from the freckles that dot you skin like stars
to your green eyes that are burned into my mind
your caramel coloured hair and tanned skin
that I have come to know and love
your laugh is dorky but there is no sound more lovely
you make me smile and God I thank you for that
you are everything familiar and warm
you are beauty.
you are safety.
you are home.
- l.w.
Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 9:17 PM UTC
and one day you won't hurt as much
one day you will no longer find yourself on your bathroom floor
at two a.m.
contemplating life
debating on swallowing the colored pills in your shaking hands
one day you will be happy
one day the silver scars will no longer line the inside of your wrists
one day you will no longer need that to cope
you will be a better person because of what you are experiencing
and although this sounds like the ******** that is said by everybody
it is true
this sadness that engulfs you is temporary
and one day you will make peace with your soul
- l.w.
Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 9:00 PM UTC