I saw you
then
I adored you
then
I loved you
then
I missed you
then
I yearned for you
And now
I'm scared
because
I feel like
I'm starting
to hate you
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 10:24 AM UTC
I cloud my mind
with thoughts of You
as I drive myself out of
and sometimes into
a crime of one
a conspiracy of two
one was in love
the other was too
this love was arbitrary
t'was asserted by both
this love was ordinary
a relation that quotes
the names of You and I
and of how we're meant to be,
how we were not to try,
and of how we'll always be.
nothing was really asserted
nothing is really true
it was just from me to myself
and how I'll always love You
and so I cloud my mind
with thoughts of You
to remind me of sanity
to deprive Me of truth.
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 10:13 AM UTC
i fell in love with you
like fire
it was a flame at first
small and barely visible
but the warmth of its glow
replaced the crevices
where the darkness in my heart
resides
then suddenly-
it was wildfire.
it was passionate
and obsessive
the flames were getting out of control
not only the crevices burned
but my heart in its entirety.
i was blinded
by the blaze of the inferno
and the pungent smell of smoke
and when my vision cleared
i was nothing more
than futile ashes
scattering in the grim wind
-m.j.a
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 10:11 AM UTC
What if you realized our demons were more alike than you thought? the things you hated most about yourself were in me as well. would you still love me then?
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 4:27 PM UTC
Some say it was masochism the way she always went for what she couldnt have; others say it was love. the truth was it was a little of both.
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 4:11 PM UTC
As you sat there did you know? know you held her whole life in your hands? Her dreams, her aspirations. She gave you the fire straight from her eyes and you sat there and claimed it like a prize.
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 4:10 PM UTC
As they lay you down to sleep I pray the lord your soul to keep. I cant promise that I wont weep, right now its hard to even sleep.
You watched me grow, made me laugh when i was low. Bible school Sundays and trips to the park, like you are engraved in my heart.
You always took me wherever I wanted, dont think I ever took that for granted. Carnival rides, cotton candy & slides with you in my heart they're forever tied.
Charros days we never missed a parade, wed get chairs and sit in the shade. Sombrero fest was always the best, from elote en vaso to potatoes in spirals you made sure my smile went on for miles.
As the years went by so did our lives, I just wish i could have said goodbye.
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 4:08 PM UTC
Tell me your problems i cant promise to always solve them but you wont ever have to tackle them alone. Arms wide open I'll be your home.
Tell me your fears & like your secrets in my soul I'll keep. Don't ever worry how heavy my soul runs deep.
If ever you need me in your heart I'll be, for eternity your friend id be.
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 6:04 PM UTC