Has it all been a lie? The whole thing just a big charade of struggle against lack of common interest? Could one even consider the possibility of opposites attract for them? This happens all the time. You think you know, but really it's everything you think it's not. What do you do when everything you thought was right, is actually wrong? What do you do when you believe in something so strongly, so strongly that you don't even need to ask about it, and it turns out was corrupted and untrue? What does that mean for promises like "As long as we both shall live" if half the marriages end in divorce anyways?
There is no point.
Feb 15, 2013
Feb 15, 2013 at 1:14 PM UTC
The pain of the unshed tears well up in my brain
and im just starting to think i'm insane
Press the depressed upon my sighs
and sooth me with your smouldering eyes.
We are not here for purpose left unfed...
The purpose feeds upon the coming dead!
And oft we think our holy thoughts,
The pain of sin, our breath is caught!
They think we think they know us,
Assumptions press and depress
I protest: This is not what it is,
This is what it seems to be!
To be is not what it seems, but what is real...
Dry your eyes on the street of fantasy.
Feb 15, 2013
Feb 15, 2013 at 1:07 PM UTC
The memory is vague
"Don't look back"
someone said
Didn't dare look back
Frozen
she was fine..
Shocked
nothing happened..
Scared
No, no, no...
Pulled into emptiness
I stared ahead
Seeing nothing
Hearing nothing
Thinking... nothing
There were words that were said
There was more than one..
One that shattered
Through the shield,
One word:
Dead...
My voice takes me home
The rest is a blur,
In the empty dome
Nothing occurs
Gone is my protector
in the dark midnights..
Gone is my warmth
in the cold winter nights..
Gone is my flower
she, I could not compare..
Gone is my friend
With her long white hair..
Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 1:31 AM UTC
I don't even know how this happened
The madness we have created,
It swirls around in pockets of emotion
Clinging on to every part of me
******* out the last of my sanity
As if there was any from the start
'Tis the reason behind the insanity
Foolishness masked by rationality
Think you can handle this absurdity
When it's really a pleasant actuality
In a dream i wish to have for eternity
Absolutely terrifying
Darkness collides with light
Like I'm flying
And everything's right
This insane madness,
Unbelievably true and
Complete foolishness
That's just how it is
For me it is always true
Time's always running out with you
Nov 15, 2012
Nov 15, 2012 at 7:34 PM UTC
Shrugging your words
You left, racing away on your bike
While your curfew chased you down the road
Gone in the blink of an
Eye,
And often I wonder
Why?
Semi-tragic chords
Mixed with your words
Build harsh, dissonant sounds…
Words that often assured me
In times of doubt and misfortune,
Such that plagues me now,
Muddling my words…
No entiendo
Your intentions
No entiendo
Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 6:45 PM UTC
You are a repeat roller coaster.
On speed.
In a storm;
A hurricane, to be exact.
You are exactly what I want
And what I detest.
You twist and turn me,
Leaving snakebite scars around my heart
You disguise my devil decisions
And the halo you wear, so lovely,
Does it justify?
Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 6:43 PM UTC