latin-gypsy-Eva
Writer/ Blogger & Author of "Grieving", "Poems From a Gypsy Soul", "Poems From a Gypsy Soul; Healing Time" & "Poems From a Gypsy Soul" 2nd Ed. / Find it in Create Space, Amazon, Barnes & Nobels online, Lulu.com. And now on Kindle too. / Http://evaluna0.tripod.com
Blue eyes and broad shoulders,
a sailor at the bar.
They stare at each other
He smiles shyly at her
She shyly smiles back.
He has company with him.
She eats alone and practice a song
somewhere in Town it’s Karaoke night!
He plays the drum while sipping a bubba tea.
Her fiend and her drink and laugh showing their pearly white teeth.
Long Island Ice Tea and pizza please”
The bartender leaves the bongos alone
and says my name is Mr. T. give me your digits for a free drink!
Feb 25, 2021
Feb 25, 2021 at 2:08 AM UTC
A couple dancing a tango
to the right beat
he has two left feet
She dances like a Queen
and plays the banjo
with her tongue and her teeth.
Foreigners in a Foreign land
He studies math
She pretends to study computer-art.
They make a fine couple
people will whisper and gasp.
But she can’t do math
And he doesn’t know how to dance.
Feb 25, 2021
Feb 25, 2021 at 1:59 AM UTC
20 years is to long to wait.
Such a long wait.
You said, you got to wait for me!
And in a way I believed
That's how it ought to be.
But No. It isn't
20 years is to long to wait.
A year maybe,
Because one year don't last forever
As we both have learned.
But sorry my dear
Twenty years
it's such a long wait.
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 3:13 AM UTC
I’ve cried a lot inside
since we said our last good-bys.
I couldn’t believe my eyes
and my ears but this was our very last round.
You drank your usual beer
I took four more shots of my favorite tequila.
“I don’t want you to cry; you love crying it seems, but time will pass.”
You said with a forced smile
and falling tears.
My own falling tears, that I tried to hide,
were tiny sharp pieces of shattered glass
inside my heart.
But I know we had to say it,
our last “Good bye!
And for the rest of our lives...
I knew it would happen that way;
My inevitably bad fate!
So I bowl my eyes out from day one;
There was no way out...
But even when we are apart,
together this far,
I will never forget you!
I will always forgive you
for not loving me enough
or maybe loving me too much.
I'll never know for sure
If I was just a price to win
the one thing
you couldn't have,
"The one that got away"
or if I really was
your first true love, the One
and only true love of your life...
I am crossing the oceans not knowing the answers of what love was?
I thought you had all the answers
but you didn’t know how to love either.
We were to young souls swimming in an idle loveless lustful lost world.
But I made my bed and my final choice.
I had to say goodbye forever,
to my first love!
It was time to let go
and finally grow up!
Adios Amor!
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 3:09 AM UTC
Today he said "Te Amo" ( I love you)
Hearing those words
my heart was beating fast,
and it began to hurt.
I didn't know what to say
or believe then from all of that.
He said I love you,
and that was that!
My heart and body melted away...
All I know now is that I wanted
and needed to believe in him.
I wanted to run and jump into his arms
And let him held me tight,
Oh so tight, right there.
And I didn't care
it everything was a lie and a game to him.
If it was true o not had no importance then, early today, when he gently caressed my face and said “ I Love You!” the fact that he uttered those word gaslighted me!
I became blind of love and hopes,
then nothing else mattered...
“I love you” felt great!
“Te amo!” felt even better.
It was all I needed today.
You were all I wanted and needed today!
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 3:02 AM UTC
Remore _Distant, Remorse_
_Distante Amor, Amore_
There's not even one hour of the day,
one cold morning,
or one warm sunny evening
that I don't miss your raspy voice,
your coloquial laughing eyes
and your soft hands caressing mine,
tussling with my arms, my legs, and my hair.
There's not a moment when I do not feel you near....
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 1:47 PM UTC
My body aches
_is not a physical pain is more than that_
an invisible neverending pain.
I'm rendered to it.
I lay on the couch
I give myself to it
I become a mommie
A catacomb
of silent resonant thoughts
as my body frozes in pain and dies
alive.
Mi mind becomes numb.
I imagine that's how Dexter's or Lex Lutor's mind
ought of feel,
if they ever had any feelings.
But I am feeling nothing but numbness
and this neverending pain.
I try to bit my pillow and cry out my soul
but no tears run down my face
like peaceful streams...
There are no longer tears of Pain
Tears I could not refrain.
There is only a hollow cave in my eyes,
my heart, and my chest.
This never ending Pain!
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 1:30 PM UTC
Pain
Blood running from my veins
Onto the beige old carpet
Rubi red
My lips
My wine
My chicks
The sheets
Laying over my unmade
naked bed.
Naked
My body
My soul
In this poem.
Pain
In the hallow cave
Between my legs
Since the day you left.
Blood
All over my throat
For biting my lips
So hard
So I would not cry.
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 10:24 PM UTC
Today,
I don't know why
Nor the exact reason,
I'm sad.
The princels
brushes
On my easel are dry
So my eyes.
I scratch the surface.
It's now more bright,
But still blury
******
Muddy.
Sad.
Today is sad!
My!
I can't paint
Nor write!
My hands are invisible,
So am I
"Sad"
Sadness.
Anxiety.
Depression.
More sadness.
Today is sad.
Today I'm sad.
The green leaves on my window
Cannot tell me why.
They seem cheerful but not I....
Nor the Eco of the wind,
Playing on the water fountain
At the lake, can't explain
Nor the ducks or the birds
No one can tell me why
I'm sad
Not even my dog,
Who happily barks,
Not even my fat
sleepy cat.
Maybe you friend
reading this lines
Maybe you can see why
And tell me why I'm this sad.
Why my phone never rings.
Why I'm so lonely
Why I feel like I want to cry
When is so beautiful outside.
Why I'm so moody today.
Why my favorite song that now plays
***** so bad.
Am I getting mad?
Loosing my marbles?
Why no one seems to care
if my soft heart
is broken into zillion pieces,
Or if by the rain in my eyes
They are becoming blind.
And am I mad?
Someone, anyone, tell me please!
Why, of all days,
Today
I have to be this sad....
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC
Hundreds of thousands of words Shouting
How can I Call you
So deep darkness all around
How can I See you
But Red Sun rises in your sky
How can I See it
Your are in full of dreams
How can I dream your dreams in My eyes
But Still,
The Words
That can say Your say
The Darkness
Forced to see the Light
The Red Sun
May expand my horizons
And your Dream
May birth to another dream in me
Yet I can't bring you
In my known tune
In my own room
In my known rhythm
In my known traverse
Yet I speak your words,
Sing your song
Days Passing to wait
Nights passing through dreams-
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 12:41 PM UTC