more wrong doing
increases the darkness
with out a lighter , unlit as it sneaks upon me as your shadow does your back
first bra
then *******
SKIN!
"what am I doing?"
" does he love me?,
like me?"
palm to palm
lip to lip
the shadows grow bigger as we kiss
maybe I should , maybe I shouldn't
as the sun rises and moon fades the guilt suppresses me.
cease the moment
it's over.
it's all over.
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 6:40 PM UTC
:lasting for only a limited period of time; not permanent.
stand still
move forward.
all these emotions I feel are all temporary
w\ out being affected by what the world has to offer for a young black woman; remaining , , confident
courageous
despite the come and go situations that sneak upon me.
temporary.
responding rudely based off emotions im entitled to feel for situations that won't matter
year , two years ,
three years etc.
it's temporary.
I'm temporarily stuck. temporarily confused.
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 1:58 PM UTC
gazing upon the
trees
thoughts about last night still
seem so vivid
everything gone
emotions gone
am I making a mistake?
will I be punished?
why are the sinful things so golden?
wondering if he can hear me
his voice is my voice my voice is his voice
but why is it so hard for me to hear him?
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 1:54 PM UTC
actions, process , just thinking.
the actual thought alone is beyond overwhelming
the force,effect alone are what keeps me sane
inner thoughts are soulful
peaceful
no one or nothing can take away my mind.
thoughts
ideas , opinions , urges
occurring suddenly just in my mind
" can she hear me?"
"is she listening?"
trees moving
water dripping
cars moving
storms roaring
I hear it all.
something's louder
something's lower
i adore the mind
..........I just want to remain sane
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 1:44 PM UTC