Disgust is a terrible feeling
Disgust will leave your stomach reeling
Disgust is what I feel right now
The thought of your lips
makes me sick
I feel disgusted
I feel disgusting
You say I love you
but it means nothing
i hate you
you disgust me
you're disgusting
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 7:36 PM UTC
I'll escape
the pain that lives inside
the bed of sorrows, where I lie
the hell, I call my mind
I'll escape
by getting high
I'll grow wings
and I'll fly
higher than a tree
away from this place
smoking on a leaf
and make
My escape
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 10:05 PM UTC
Hickey Hickey
just the feeling leaves me dizzy
it's hard to forget you
cause you're there all clingy
clinging to my neck
red and violet bruises on my chest
colored with pleasure and regret
nasty stares and glares
a constant reminder you're there
what started as a quickie
has left me with a big fat
Hickey
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 2:34 PM UTC
Do you ever get that feeling..?
Emotions on high
yet you can't explain why
the feeling that makes you want to laugh
the feeling that makes you want to cry
the feeling that makes you want to live
the feeling that makes you want to die
the feeling of ache and longing
for anything real
for a rush or a thrill
to remind you you're here
the feeling that makes you crave for more
for something - anything worth living for
I get that feeling a lot when I'm alone
Sometimes at school
and mostly at home
a feeling that's hard to explain
a feeling that's a lot like pain
a feeling I can only describe as
a feeling to want to feel alive
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 1:34 PM UTC
Dear Diary,
I've done it again
Overthinking everything
I wonder when it'll end
My mind runs like a machine
without an off switch
I've fallen into my conscience,
an endless pit
of what I could've said or done
All stuck on repeat
Replaying every interaction
my brain replete
with thoughts of doubt
questioning every intention
every conversation
any ounce of attention
With life so short
My thoughts; so tall
and I think so much
about nothing at all
filled with endless questions
i try to sleep it off
but my mind is restless
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 8:52 PM UTC
Ring Ring
I wait 2 rings
I wait 6 more
I've called 10 times
Yet it's always ignored
You'd said you'll be there
Ready to answer
So why does every ring,
Feel like a hammer?
Breaking my heart
Piece by piece
Waiting to hear your voice
But I'm left with a ring
Ring ring
Feb 5
Feb 5, 2026 at 8:26 PM UTC
Knock knock
Who's there?
Another distraction
Another way to numb the pain
Another waste of time
Another way to forget his name
I'll heal my heart
With a new distraction
And hope the pain will go away
I'll fill the void
With this distraction
What will distract me today?
A shot to numb the senses
A puff to forget
A stranger to tell me lies
While i put on a act
I need a new distraction tonight
Who'll distract this regret
Feb 5
Feb 5, 2026 at 7:57 PM UTC