what am i trying to say
what am i trying to do
why am i here today
pouring myself out to you
i guess i don't need a reason
needed someone to listen
even if it's out of season
that's not the way i am leaning
i've had enough of my thoughts
wish i could be a robot
something that can shutdown
and will never frown
but that's not very healthy
in any case it's not stealthy
i tried to sneak around the issue
leave it in my rear view
but the reflection's still there
and sometimes i'm still scared
afraid of something real here
never given a real cheer
another beer, drown the fears
liquid courage with no tears
ain't no purpose here
i know that is clear
whatever needs done
i hope i figure it out
i'm the only one
who can hear my shout
if i need to take walks
or someone to talk
it's a part of a plan
for now, just what i can
this isn't a letter
it's a manifesto
to someday feel better
without too much hassle
this is not a revolution
just my resolutions
things i need to sort out
now that i've got my words down
little by little
i think everything changes
little by little
i won't be the same
Oct 27, 2019
Oct 27, 2019 at 3:29 PM UTC
is this what they call fate
and can it ever change
is that what they all say
the opinions stay the same
that bar just keeps on raising
and i'm shriveling up like raisins
been like that since the beginning
but by the end i hope i'm grinning
cause birds gotta leave their nests right
so i'm gonna live my best life
or drop like a deer in headlights
paralyzed in my dreams and nightlights
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 11:15 AM UTC
i walked down an empty road
it felt so free and open
i wondered why no one took it
but then the pavements were crooked
and i could see the flickering lights
turning the dust into a glimmering sight
i walked halfway only to realize something
that all these paths, they led to nothing
and i'm not the first to notice it
for all intents and purposes, there were red flags
i just didn't want to be dead last
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 11:13 AM UTC
did you check the time?
it must have slipped your mind
you went home so late
look at these cold plates
bet you think i wouldn't notice
bet you think you could control this
i don't like it when you lie to me
when you said that you would die for me
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 11:12 AM UTC
i can understand
if you're not making plans
cause it's only autumn
it's the time for boredom
sun is coming down
i can't feel the ground
raindrops on my head
even on my bed
nothing i can't solve
it will soon dissolve
find a new solution
start a new discussion
turn off the alarm
stay here in my arms
if you need just call
walk you through it all
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 10:58 AM UTC
the forecast says that it will rain
but right now the sky looks the same
we might not even see grey clouds
but let's not worry about that now
cause the rain will come one day
but that day is not today
and i'm not trying to delay
don't you get me wrong
i know i can't pretend
i know that it all ends
when it slips away from my hands
i hope i'll be gone
keeping safe in the meantime
that's a tape you can't rewind
don't know what tomorrow brings
can't let go of anything
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 10:42 AM UTC
i can't run if i don't have the energy
it's no fun if you straight up just answer me
i'd thank you but i know that you won't notice me
so thank god for me, thank god for me
i can't lie if i don't know what's my truth
i can't try if i don't have something to prove
i'll win but i know i still have something to lose
so thank god for me, thank god for me
Sep 19, 2019
Sep 19, 2019 at 7:08 AM UTC
call me when you get this
you don't wanna miss it
you don't wanna wait too long
they're playing your favorite song
can you wake up when you hear my call
i'll be waiting until next fall
Sep 15, 2019
Sep 15, 2019 at 6:51 AM UTC
i need to find some strength
to get through today
cause the more that i wait
i might make a mistake
cause everything happens for a reason
and flowers never bloom out of season
it never goes according to plan
with my feet still stuck in the sand
it's all just target practice
i miss and miss till i got it
i never really aimed correctly
but once in awhile i get lucky
most of the time i'm tired
of all these shots i've fired
and i don't have what's required
and the date has now expired
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 10:42 AM UTC
ever wonder why it rains when you cry
ever wonder why it shines when you smile
i guess this world changes for you
i should know cause i do too
Sep 9, 2019
Sep 9, 2019 at 7:16 AM UTC