I need you to love me when I feel I can't be loved
it's a feeling I have but seldom from you
it's a comfort I want from you
Jun 22, 2015
Jun 22, 2015 at 12:20 PM UTC
I can usually deal with your absence
save for a few holes in the calendar where I can feel nothing except your absence
like today
Today you'd be 53
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 7:35 AM UTC
tell me what I need to hear
I'm smart enough to hear the distinct absence of sincerity except for that moment that you're surprised you're saying it yourself.
Don't call it pity, it's an understanding of a fundamental need.
I'm no longer blind to innate feelings.
Yet still, you can hear my songbird warble from behind the bell jar.
why does the caged canary sing? it's safer inside.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 11:49 PM UTC
it has been so long since everything I've thought in my head I decided to act upon
those daydreams clouding at the math I'm supposed to be focusing on
cliche is as cliche does
all I wanted was a you plus a me, you being the variable and I'm sitting as a lonely one and after the equal sign there would be light and there would be love
yet why,
am I sitting here
with the things I've wanted to hear laid before me
with no spark
and no passion
and all the power in the world.
maybe this is what I've wanted. It's foreign being this cruel with so little kindness. I need you to need me to the point that I no longer need you. But with you being the generator of the safety I suppose I need you still. As long as you are concerned, and I couldn't be bothered I'll be happy.
This is not love, this is attention. A distinct difference I am aware of.
The issue is I don't care.
It's cruel, but baby so is this world. Let me live.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC
The weight of these words
rolling around in my head
are breaking my neck
one thought at a time.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 11:26 PM UTC
In a world where authenticity is strange, the revered are simply in tune with their individuality and the rest follow.
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 8:56 PM UTC
It isn't who you party with at night, but rather who can you sit in a comfortable silence with the next morning over coffee and hazy eyes and still find the strength and energy for a full belly laugh over some stupid insignificance
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 7:05 AM UTC
with the day dreams in my head
its hard to see what's true
I'm torn by expectations
I'm torn with what to do
when in reality all I want is you
when in reality this you is faceless
I want you to see the grit and love regardless
I want you to see the confusion and love without question
I want you to see my intentions and love with understanding
understand me.
find me. fix me. love me.
without regard, without question, with understanding
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 10:03 PM UTC
loved by many
understood by few
hopeless romantic
with a realist view
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 10:01 PM UTC