I literally felt the ground being swept away from under my feet.
I had no balance and nothing to hold on to
I couldn't even see anything to cushion my fall
It all happened so quickly
I felt like I just jumped out of a plane with no parachute
My body was in free fall and I couldn't control it
The faster I fell the less visible the ground was
Yet in all this I had no fear
I was calm I was content
I was where I wanted to be
I was where I needed to be
Uncertain of my landing yet I felt like I was home
Mar 7, 2014
Mar 7, 2014 at 12:12 AM UTC
My sanctuary, my peace, my joy
Oh how I love to hear the sound of my heart beat,
The melodical rhythm of a joyful heart,
The dramatic pounding of an angry heart,
Only through that beat do I find peace.
Only in silence can I really hear my heart,
The joy and the anger it feels,
The love and pain it experiences,
What it needs to be content,
Only in silence can I really hear GOD,
The plans he has for me mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
With thoughts absent from my mind,
And silence filling my eardrums
Comes meditation and calmness that spreads through my body
Like the blood that flows through my veins
Shhh... You can feel it too.
Only in silence can I truly listen
Listen to what I need to hear,
Listen with an open mind,
Listen with and open heart,
Listen...
ONLY IN SILENCE!
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 2:24 AM UTC
How did you come to me
In what shape
What disguise
When did you 1st attach yourself
When did I let you in
Why did I let you stay
How do I deal with you
Do I loose to you
Forgotten
Lord
Why
Where were you
Did you know
Who are we to you
Answer me
You let anything happen
Why should I be good
When You aren't
Help each other
Love everyone
Every leaf
Every ray of light
Forgive
Is it all in vain
Do you know what happened
Do you care
Answer me
Light
My life
I search for you
How do I get back
To where they are
Make me clean again
Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 2:11 PM UTC
I see you as you go about your business always looking good because for some reason that is one thing you aren't able to fail at, yet sadly that's as far as it goes.
A well dressed mannequin with beautiful features but hollow on the inside. The pain reflected in your eyes reveals a hurt so deep, I'm not even sure you can be revived. And yet here I am with my super-woman complex hoping it's not too late for your soul.
I know I'm not able to save the world but I'll try where God permits me to. My main goal is just to help you see the light beyond darkness is where your soul calls home, learning to let go of old baggage and ultimately finding inner peace.
Hey you, yes you...
It's only the beginning
Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 11:54 AM UTC
I dream
I speak
I feel
I am
What I am
Through you
Yet all those you knew
I was there for you
Came through
With sorrow
A sadness of a life unlived, unexplored and unchallenged
Why so meek in all your deeds when great is what you are?
The Lord your father gave you the strength of a lion, roaring in jungle, the agility of the eagle soaring through the sky.
Arise dear child arise
Arise and heed the call of your Father
Bring forth the fire that burns within you
You are not to be silenced not in this life time... No
You are the beacon of hope that rest on the mountain guiding the lost
Steadfast in your battle, let it be known that it can be done
Day by day, a few more give up, a few more give in but not you not today. No
Arise dear child arise
For you are the chosen one, yes you.
you a product of the creator how can you think of yourself as so small?
God chose you, by name.
So Arise!
Feb 13, 2014
Feb 13, 2014 at 5:49 AM UTC
You came bearing words
words I could see
words I could feel
words that made the earth stop in its orbit just so the sun could continue to shine on them for the moon light was too dim to fully capture their radiance...
These words like water, their waves crashed into my mind drowning every thought that ever made sense
and he...
he is all I feel
he is all I sea
And for the first time I couldn't explain it,
for the first time an explanation would not suffice,
it was too late
I was drawn
I was taken
I'm gone!
Feb 12, 2014
Feb 12, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
see, I was drowning in unfamiliar waters
it was like I had taken permanent residency in a country that didn't want me
yet, I insisted on staying
it was as comfortable as a laying on bed of roses
the petals were pretty but the thorns dug deep
life was so mundane
then you came...
I didn't know who you were
I didn't where you're from
but, your words touched me
to the core of my being they resuscitated me
from my heart failure
and with every piece I stabilized
see you pulled me out of my coffin of unused talent
brought me back to the land of living
reminding me that though I thought my heart was gone
my soul was still alive and for as long as I breath
I live but what is life without my art?
Feb 12, 2014
Feb 12, 2014 at 5:39 AM UTC