my heart is beating,
time is passing by
slowly, too slowly.
the wars inside of me
are keeping me alive,
or maybe not.
my heart is beating
the hours are speeding up now,
maybe i'm just growing older.
the wars inside of me
keep tearing me apart,
fast, too fast.
the dream i was envisioning
is turning into something else.
maybe i'm not here anymore.
time keeps passing by,
the wars are never ending
and something is missing.
i may be living in slow motion
or maybe dreaming too fast.
i know nothing anymore.
Jun 16, 2025
Jun 16, 2025 at 3:33 PM UTC
alone under the desk lamp
head on a book pile, eyes fluttering close
tears falling down, as loneliness
eats away at her soul.
strands of hair stuck on her cheeks
lips bitten red, quiet sobs echoing
is this the way it was supposed to be?
only searching for a light, a hint
something to guide her
towards the will to live she once had
because living was all
that she once wanted
is this the way it was supposed to be?
darkness taking over her mind
all signs of happiness once felt
disappearing, fading away
from the scars decorating her heart
is this the way it was supposed to be?
scared, frightened
panic churning inside of her
the whole world upside down
shaking fragile figure
it's so cold outside
the world never stops spinning, so fast
so fast. her missing pieces tumbling away
is this the way it was supposed to be?
Apr 22, 2025
Apr 22, 2025 at 1:26 PM UTC
your eyes are like oceans
and i want to drown
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 7:51 PM UTC
i gave you a box of memories
a box you told me you had lost
you did not want it back you said
it was full of ghosts from the past
i decided to collect new memories
to let you see mine
you hid the box under your bed
for a while everything was fine
when the moon kept you company
on nights in july
you held the box in your hands
found comfort in my silent sigh
the once blooming memories
started to fade away
every cell in your body screamed
you desperately wanted them to stay
you gave the box to her
the long lashes-girl
and filled the box with the scent of change
to wash the guilt away
you filled it with laughter
and expensive wine
you let her snort *******
on the memories of mine
time went on
you filled your poems with her
and held her tight at night
you became her comfort zone
what you did not notice
i sat by the lake on my own
and quietly sang your poisoned words
you will never have to be alone
(k.w)
Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 4:06 PM UTC
*eleven past midnight.
i'm still here,
waiting and wondering.
are you ever coming back?*
(c.i.g.)
Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 3:44 PM UTC
*My heart is beating,
Time is passing by
Slowly, too slowly.
Wars inside of me
Keeping me alive,
Or maybe just not.
My heart is beating
The hours speed up now,
Maybe I'm getting older.
Wars inside of me
Keep tearing me apart,
Fast, too fast.
The dream I was expecting
Is turning into the opposite
And maybe I'm not here anymore.
Time keeps passing by,
The wars never stopping
And one thing is missing.
Maybe living in slow motion
Or maybe dreaming too fast
I know nothing anymore.*
(c.i.g.)
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 5:29 PM UTC
*Alone under the light on the desk
Head laying on top of the books
Eyes fluttering close with
Tears falling down the cheeks
The loneliness eating her soul
Strands of hair sticking to her face
Red lips pouting
Sobs coming out of her mouth
Is this the way it was supposed to be?
Only searching for a hint
To guide her towards the light
She just wants to live
Is this the way life was supposed to be?
Darkness taking over her mind
All signs of happiness disappearing
From the scars left on her heart
Was this supposed to be happening?
Scared, frightened and panicked
Turning her world upside down
Not even knowing what is leaving her like this
Shaking fragile figure
It's cold out there
The world never stopping to check on her
No one ever bothering to find her missing piece
Was it supposed to be like this?*
(c.i.g.)
Feb 6, 2014
Feb 6, 2014 at 5:15 PM UTC