I live in a moment
where time is nonexistent.
Then suddenly I realize,
this is real life and time is relative.
Time is constantly moving....
forward.
We must all move forward!
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 5:26 AM UTC
Freedom not being free...
that does NOT sound like me
my soul is as free as can be
I can now breathe fresh air
I found a man who really cares
I at first had many doubts
though I searched, I found NO outs
happiness took over me...
I deserve him and he...
deserves everything I can be
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 12:08 AM UTC
Roses are red
the sky is blue
I can't stop smiling
Because I'm thinking of you
Putting on your shoes
packing all your things
I thought you'd give me a diamond ring
instead you cheated
you left me defeated
now it's all me
I'll show you how happy I can be
my first step begins
I've grown so much since then
now, I am FREE
no more walking on eggshells
FREEDOM is all I yell
for your love was like a jail
locking me in with no bail
Happy is all I'll be without you
Waiting for anything new
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 4:14 AM UTC
Happiness is not being with you
only to myself will I stay true
I can find peace alone
soon my heart will find a new home
for someone new is on my mind
and I am on his to my surprise
in an instant, my future looks bright
looking beyond the darkness, I see the light
hope...hope takes hold of my life by the ropes
Is it my turn
To feel the warmth of the burn
eyes gazed
hands embraced
one blink
Im at Peace
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 2:03 PM UTC
Clinking bottles
whiskey goggles
ordering a drink
not able to think
words come out a slur
bartender ignored me, bur
stumbling back to the table
she ordered my drink, i was unable
****** whiskey is what I got
known as gut rot
an evening is ending
my life is just beginning
I am now twenty-one
my life party has just begun
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 11:34 AM UTC
Each day we wake up
Then reach for our coffee cup
life
each day we are challenged
yet we all still manage
life
Each day we question all
some times our hope falls
life
Each day we learn something new
like I still don't miss you
life
Each day gets easier
I just deserve to be happier
life
Each day is a new beginning
luckily with life, we are always winning
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 11:17 AM UTC
Truth is...
I think I'm happier without you.
I am completely 100% ready to let go
I am saying goodbye because....
the past was haunting me.
What you did to me, you.....
killed me inside. So,
this is goodbye to you!
Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 11:11 PM UTC
Negativity is always around me.
It is now time for me to break free.
I feel like it is my turn to be happy.
Although it is easier to feel all the pain,
I need to find inner peace.
Beautiful is how I once felt.
Hideousness and ugliness overwhelms me.
Soon I'll be enough for something good.
I'm just hoping my time will come soon because I am ready,
I am ready to be happy.
Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 1:50 AM UTC
Three years ago today,
you asked me to be your girl.
To take your hand and disappear to a far away land.
For a year I felt mad love for you.
The second year had its ups and downs.
Then there were the real downs.
You cheated on me.
My fairy-tale turned into a nightmare.
My prince charming into a monsterous demon.
and now, on this day, I'm reminded of all the time I put into this.
Every inch of my love went to you over two years just to be cheated on while working towards the third.
I thought our love could get through everything,
I'm scared it's not strong enough for this.
Because it's only love coming from one of us now, my heart is cold.
Love is not beating through my veins.
Sadly, March 28th is now just a normal day for me.
Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 1:40 AM UTC
My stomach is in knots.
I dream of sweet love,
love that makes you feel alive.
Love so pure, butterflies dance inside.
no matter how hard we try
this isn't pure love.
There is so much hate and anger,
that lingers inside us.
Each day there is a new battle to try and overcome.
we are going in circles to nowhere.
clearly, we aren't meant to be.
for starters, you lied and cheated on me.
That pain, it doesn't matter how **** hard I try,
is always going to poison me inside.
Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 4:10 PM UTC