I dont write much anymore
My fingers feel cold on this key board
I dig deep into my mind and it remains empty
I stare at this key board
As if this key board can break me open again
Setting me free
I dont write much anymore
I dont have much to say anymore
I remain alone empty, only with my thoughts I cant seem to express
Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 12:40 AM UTC
every tear that falls
carries
a piece of my soul
that will drip
and fall onto the pavement
never to come back
to the vessel that is myself
again
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 1:32 PM UTC
Running
Running is the only thing I seem to know how to do
Run Katie run
It's so easy to run
To leave everything behind, to start over
Run, I'm always running
Running from the world
Running from heartache
Running from myself
Running from my own soul
Run Katie run
That's all I know how to do
Run.
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 3:13 AM UTC
if I slip away
will someone notice
before it is too late
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 3:09 AM UTC
Wide awake
Left alone with my thoughts
Music playing softly
Free to let my mind wander
To feel everything
And cry if needed
The most inspiring time
If you happen to be awake
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 3:09 AM UTC
I lost myself within myself
I dont know who I am or what purpose I serve
I feel like this life is undeserved
I can't seem to control my nerves
I lost my soul
Or I never found my soul
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 3:07 AM UTC
depression is like waking up with bricks on your chest
Your body is drained, it can't be explained
Your heart is in your stomach
It races like your on your last breath
But your waiting for your last breath
Longing for that last breath
Anything to take away the pain
Anything to get unchained
Your mind can't be tamed
But who's to blame?
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 3:00 AM UTC
I guess things change
People change
Two years
Today would mark two years
Two years ago I sat completely raw, vulnerable and in love in your bed
I watched the snow fall from your window sitting in between your legs
Fell so quickly but so delicately
"Beautiful" I said
I thought about how the snow flakes reminded me of falling for you
So quickly
so softly
So beautiful
You smiled at me
You asked me to be yours
Two years ago
Two years ago I loved you
Today is thanksgiving
I haven't heard from you
I guess things change
People change
No snow
No you
No me
No love
Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 5:25 PM UTC
somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near
your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose
or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
Nov 21, 2015
Nov 21, 2015 at 10:41 PM UTC
Empathic
I feel the worlds suffering
I feel the sadness of lost souls
I feel the love in stangers hearts, a flame that will never burn out
I feel the anti socials anxiety
I feel
I feel everything
I feel everything so passionately
I burst in to tears
I bust out in laugher
The energy is just too much to ignore
I feel everything
I feel everyone
Nov 21, 2015
Nov 21, 2015 at 10:33 PM UTC