ksenia-vickery

in my dreams you wear a yellow dress
A color of innocence
You speak to me like you really know who I am
& I’m looking at you wondering if I see me.
But it’s just a dream and I guess
We will really never know
If you wear a yellow dress
Or if you even ever wanted me
If you ever wanted to
Know who I was.
Today I sit here
And can only visit
You in my dreams
Whenever mind allows it
& this time this is such a
Happy dream, you in a yellow dress
Leaning you head on me.
But in my reality, its
Still a terrible nightmare
That I am scared will
Never go away