My keyboard remembers your name better than I remember the pain
I lie awake at night fearing no one will ever know my veins
There’s still a part of me that’s disappointed you never changed
And I keep telling myself, in another life..?
Maybe that time, I’ll come out with the right skin type
But this was it, there is no another universe
No matter how much I try to kid myself
This is all we had, all I could give you
And it wasn’t enough
I didn’t want to beg, but I did
I know you felt it, I came to my knees,
Longing, aching
Please, please, love my ***** skin.
Jan 28, 2024
Jan 28, 2024 at 9:13 AM UTC
You know what ***** me up
The algorithm
It knows I’m heartbroken
And it shows me other pain stricken words
But every time I read them
I end up thinking of the love that I know I’ve lost forever
The one where he sits in heaven disappointed in me for not loving myself as much as I can
And in those moments
The hurt you caused is a pinprick
Aug 27, 2023
Aug 27, 2023 at 7:17 AM UTC
I raced for you like shelter
Until I realised you were the storm
And I could’ve been anything in the world
But all I wanted to be was yours
Aug 27, 2023
Aug 27, 2023 at 6:30 AM UTC
You knew I was fragile
But you dropped me anyway
And even still it never took much of me to love you,
But it took all of me to leave you
k.g.
Aug 21, 2023
Aug 21, 2023 at 7:10 AM UTC
shadowed by the sun
with skin uglier than hers
who says?
she says!
when her voice doesn't sing for me
outside of skin
colour means everything
the bolder and brighter
commanding to be seen
but why is it no matter how much we scream
you can't see me for the artwork i happen to be
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 2:50 AM UTC
I feel my love
In silence and in waves
From the teardrops that whisper
To the cyclone that prays
I love myself today
Feb 13, 2021
Feb 13, 2021 at 7:53 PM UTC
to carve lines in your skin
hurting less than my whims
my instinct unmatched
for the words I never sing
if you convince me of a story
i’ll fall deep into your core
actions scream louder
than the world I beg for
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 11:05 PM UTC
You were a never mind
Practically never mine
Caught between a line of lies
Filled with hate you never left behind
Somedays were a tsunami
You pulled me under to drown me
Lost in a sea of your demons
That you gave me to hold
Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 9:41 PM UTC
Write with me
So you can come fly with me
It’s the ultimate key
To this worlds sorcery
Jan 3, 2021
Jan 3, 2021 at 12:34 AM UTC
It’s the magic of the season
The twinkle in her eyes
She goes to sleep wishing
For every strength and might
Dec 24, 2020
Dec 24, 2020 at 2:35 PM UTC