I don't want to be trapped in this time capsule forever.
Some things need to change.
I loved you once ;
I love you still .
Reassurance,
but all the lies feel right.
Touch me softly ;
Hold me gently ;
Make it meaningful - like everything is alright.
Take this time capsule
Release whats inside .
We're surrounded and stuck,
motionless in time.
Failure to launch
Sadly, we are stuck in time .
May 12, 2011
May 12, 2011 at 6:04 PM UTC
My nothingness is constant .Indifference;insecurityI'm a mindless robot .I found happiness,but my happiness makes me miserable .My boredomis a constant reminderof the same ol' day in and day outI'm unable to handleall of the things that make people entertained .I need something Exciting .my tolerance is bulit upthat I need a bigger rush .Something that would terrify the average person .Something that would make you holler .Im destined to failure .We're all destined to be Dead .
Feb 24, 2010
Feb 24, 2010 at 12:39 PM UTC
"Smile sad girl .
Don't you frown .
Cheer up little buddy .
My friendly pal ."
"Why do your lips curl down ?
Do you feel that your not special ?
Worth nothing at all ?"
"Thats okay sad little girl .
You'll be fine .
You'll move on,it'll only take a little time ."
"You kindred soul .
I'm so sorry to hear .
The misfortunes that have happened,seem to be too much, dear ."
Now to a flashback that I've known so well .
"Hey, help me with this box, little girl, all it needs a little packing ."
Nothing good come of that day at all .
With the deed being done,and buried in the past .
That dust stirred up,unraveled the last .
"Deep breath .
Deep breath.
Try to calm down .
Hold my hand .
I'll hold you well .
So sorry young one .
Now, please put back that smile ."
I replied,"I'm sorry, sir, it's been lost for a while."
Feb 22, 2010
Feb 22, 2010 at 10:11 PM UTC
Clear clear specular mirror,detach from me reality.Free the reflection.Come you, talk to me.Hello there.How are you?How are you feeling?I'm all right,though I must admit.I feel kind of tired,I feel kind of split.I'm sorry to hear,I can tell your not so well.You need to get clean,hell, you look like hell.Take off your clothes,bathe in your sight.Galaxy pool pupils,baptized into the night.Gravitation of it's mind,doorway to it's soul.What lies behindeyes so blind?Hey, am I losing you?You seem a little frantic.Get your head in the sink,drown in the Atlantic.Hahaha, are you losing it?Your losing it I can tell.Just give yourself up,farewell farewell.Look at that,the man in the mirror.He seems crazed,the embodiment of fear.That's right,break me to pieces.Smash me to bits,my being it releases.You can't **** me,your feeling too numb.Why must you killwhat you have become?My, I mean yours,your hands feel so warm.Let them fly away,let them blow in the storm.Your just a mess.A mess.A madman.A jest.Your life is a bore.A bore.Abhorrent.A chore.I'm dizzy.So dizzy.I'm falling down.Hit the ground,and the king is crowned.Worship me,worship this illusion.A hallucination?Or your delusion?The curtains are closing,the windows turn to bricks.Stop scratching yourself,we must get your fixed.Lay in your bed,let the rush come upon you.Don't mind the waves of spiderspouring out my eyes.Notice I'm not even rhyming?I'm not making much sense.You.I mean you,says the closet to it's chest.A shadow lives there,it's beckoning me to come.Just don't look at it,just sit look up and hum.Now the spiders,their born from the walls.The walls are black.The walls are black.The spiders are black.Everything is black.The animated walls are melting onto me.I'm covered in a mass of movement.I just want to tear me from myself.Five more hits,and I'll become itself.
Feb 22, 2010
Feb 22, 2010 at 9:47 PM UTC
Betrayal lead to misery
but misery floods my soul.
My heart beats less
as seconds tick away.
Time kills the ones I love
Time murders the fate of our game.
Lesser than before,
I disintegrate slowly.
I keep you close to my heart before I disappear.
Moving into nothingness, is something we all feared.
Meaningless feelings, that weren't a waste of time.
(Our) Love is nothing but a mere illusion.
You meant the world to me.
You always have,
and always will.
I love you my sweet dear one,
but your rejection is once again returned.
Feb 16, 2010
Feb 16, 2010 at 8:09 PM UTC
Wondering souls
All feeling so numb
Somehow my soul escapes from this destined hell
Lies and deceit
While far away menaces find a way to pry
All tempting fate
All the secrets are lies
Subsiding Pain
It throbs while it all slips away
Flowing blood drifts
Along with any of my self-consciousness
Looking away
While turning to hide
The sounds of sorrow
Theres a terrifying cry
Screech and scream;
a door of escape
Because once again you are tempting fate.
Feb 16, 2010
Feb 16, 2010 at 8:08 PM UTC
Simple little obsession
The temptation makes you stop
Touching and feeling
Caressing so soft.
Look into my eyes
as we fall deeper inside.
Memorized by temptation
I want to freeze time.
Intense emotions,
All so faithful and true.
Sshh.
Be quieter,
You'll wake the entire room.
Hands tremble,
legs shake
This feeling is nothing less than great.
Shiver and quiver
as its time to leave
Departing each other
But its still hard to breathe.
Feeling you so close,
But now saying goodbye.
Trials tribulate,
as our time expires by.
Wishing to be with you
Is the only thing I want.
Smelling you still on me makes me feel just so complete.
I drift away slowly as i find myself asleep.
Even losing all consciousness,
I miss you still.
Feb 16, 2010
Feb 16, 2010 at 8:07 PM UTC
Sweet little lullaby
whispered in my ear
soothing words embrace
I have nothing to fear.
Lovely little mumbles
beautiful to the tenth degree
you, yourself are lovely
you are what i need.
My heartbeat flutters
as your hand follows my sides
sensations that I love,
Keep it all on time.
Soothing hands,
gentle touch
fiery passion
its not just lust.
Hopeful eyes
eager for what in store
Passion inclines,
as our temptation soars.
Sweet little lullaby
careful not to wake.
I'm in a trance,
it's something that can not be faked.
Feb 16, 2010
Feb 16, 2010 at 8:06 PM UTC
How completely appropriate.
Love brought to this name.
When hate is more endearing;
it brings more fame.
Hopeless little imbecile
gossip as it comes.
mind your own business
you dumb little one.
Greedy moocher
finally gone away
grubby tiny paws,
which cause a lot of pain.
Insecure high school monarchy
"set" to rule a world.
Little did they know,
they were lost and insecure.
"Almighty" and "un-merciless"
When they are the ones to be judged.
"Pretty" little menace
personalities which need to be hid
uglier than a platypus mixed with a humongous pig.
Lovely little *******
I tire of all the fuss.
When will you grow up?
When shall you bee done?
Trial and error
Falsified life
The mistake was you breathing,
Now die along with all of your failed lies.
Feb 16, 2010
Feb 16, 2010 at 8:06 PM UTC
I scream your name silently,
vying for you to notice .
Listening carefully,
observing and applying
hoping to see what you are wanting.
could i be the one who is good for you?
the right one?
the one to keep it all smooth?
when the going gets rough,
the rough gets you going
would i be the one to set you free?
imagining what it would be like
to just caress your face
knowing your name
gets me through the day
high from the small spoken word
that gave me such a rush.
foolishness gets in the way
when i try to talk
little old me trying to have some fun.
your beautiful soul
shines through your eyes
such purness
such love
they hypnotize
living each day with you not in my life
makes me feel terrified and scared.
peaceful little soul
so young
so free
Kiss me dear,
softly,
this time for real.
Feb 16, 2010
Feb 16, 2010 at 8:03 PM UTC