Not tryna be disrespected, I'm not that type of *****
You thought you hurt me, think again you were a switch
I am stronger than you thought, guess what you are?
A mindless *** with no **** at all.
Don't you dare to tell me I am small
My crown is bigger than your mindless love
You have no respect for women who be the most perfect of them all
Sure you stole something from me but never my imagery
You think I was your F3, *** you was my musically
I was moving you around like a chess game
Playing you against other bae
You thought you were important?
But at the end, I am the one saying checkmate
Don't come at me with lies after, because you not coming back into my life after all that **** you texted me
You ain't gonna come back, cuz you already on the sidewalk
I blocked you everywhere to not see your fuckblock
Didn't need to see your posts at 2am
That's the perfect time to break your aim
You don't need to know where I am
Snapchat is the only one allowed cuz at least knows my real value, babe.
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 7:57 PM UTC
His presence weakens my dignity
Analysis my weaknesses and almost makes me cry
His presence makes me feel unsafe
But no one believed me
And no one will till the end of time
The day I die will pass by
And no one will now what really happened that night
There were more than one, but infinitely that
shall remained disguised
My heart feels aches from ****** days
I will live with that pain for as long as I have to,
Though it hurts every minute I'm alive listening to this. -K.O
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 7:48 PM UTC
Don't dare to call me
Don't dare to follow
you are not allowed since
you wanted to be shallow
Don't try to win me back
with all of that
foreshadow
I can't possibly forgive
what you have left hollow
You bring back pain
that i thought was gone
You bring back pain
that made me have a gun
You have no right to look at me
directly to my eyes
You have no right to look at me
after all you have done
Made me be into drugs to
numb all these thoughts
Made me be into drugs to
forget what was done
I thought you were real
but once again i was left
in my ocean of thoughts
It was black and cold
told you all my nightmares
and you still took all my trust
Can't think of words to tell you
it was a nice run
took me a while to forgive
but i know i won't forget what is gone
forever from my heart. ~ K.O.
Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 10:54 PM UTC
been having a lot of nightmares lately
i cant control these affairs on me
it has been a rough time controlling these baby
i need a break from this
now or in hell surely
i might end up in flames
been doing the most lately
no one will listen so i have to speak louder apparently
i am probably going to give up on this reality baby~K.O.
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 10:26 PM UTC
I drink my own misery
Trying to drain out the pain
I drink my own tears
Trying not to water tissues
I drink my own self
Trying to be absolute
I drink my own soul
Trying to escape reality
I drink my own dreams
Trying to make the road easier
I drink my own friends
Trying to make them real
I drink my own thoughts
Trying to make them dissapear
I drink my own venom
Trying to die in peace
I drink my own reflection
Trying to be invisible
I do all these things
Yet I'm still visible~K.O.
Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 9:12 PM UTC
You are responsible of being able to survive this sphere that we call love.
Sep 23, 2017
Sep 23, 2017 at 10:14 PM UTC
Because of you
i am worse
i'm someone i would have never thought i could
become on my own
You made me become the person i am today
and that is not something to me proud of.
At the beginning, i wanted this writing to be a poem
but i have to write it out as a story.
You can trust someone with your all. You can sacrifice everything
for someone. At the end, they forget everything you did and were willing to do. They turn your actions, into something people don't like. They try to convince everyone else, an idea that is completely different. They don't realize the damage they do to your soul.
In your head, you keep recalling all the things you guys did. You recall the little things you guys used to do. You remember the songs you guys sang in the car. You remember all the little stuff. Because he is the one who in fact left. You tried to be his friend. You tried your best to keep in contact.
In his mind. You weren't worth it. He hangs with other girls. He starts to assume that it is okay to move on. And then again, he forgets. He forgets everything that you did for him. You come into tears, and you drown into your soul while being against the wall. The wall makes you think there is someone holding you while your tearing apart, crying about the person you went to when your where spilling your tears off.
When your mind is wondering off, it takes a little peak back. It wonders, and it goes into the little section that says "broken". It reads a little, and on its own, it starts inundating.
You find yourself in this position, where you don't know what to do. You don't know how to move on. You don't know if moving on to someone else is the best action. Even if he starts being interested in someone else. You are still there. Stuck. Debating on whether to stop, or finding a way to move on. He made you worse, than you were already. And you could never go back. Not in the same way.
Sep 11, 2017
Sep 11, 2017 at 4:13 PM UTC
The weeks are passing by
and all i want is your hand
to be on mine
It gives me the chills
when there is only but mine
I want the universe to smile
when it sees us together
on the laying ground
and i hope it says
"Thank God"
Know that i'm here
even if you think
i was undecided
Never second guess my love
for an unapproachable modest
Please be there for me
When i'm crying in the
living floor of your
computer cable dying
Don't feel sorry for me
when i get that news of my doctor
saying that i'm dying
Don't be with that ********
saying that you loved me
Have the guts to say
That you truly loved me
Don't be a ***** and tell it to my face
if you was with some other chick
trying to play the **** without me
I don't know what to think anymore
if i keep fighting
My life hurts without you
and even if i tried
i could't be without you
My blood runs cold when you
haven't hugged me
My brain feels like exploding every time
i don't get a kiss on my forehead from your
kissable lips of ****** flowers~ K.O~
Aug 14, 2017
Aug 14, 2017 at 6:08 PM UTC
Broken, that is how i basically feel
every time i have to take a stand
you make me wish i was steel.
I could never go back to the
girl i was, the girl that would heal
Healing was her power
until she couldn't because
she had enough fractures
She thought she could handle
all the tears that she cried into
her sleeping howl
He was the reason of all of her problems
she tried her hardest not to be
shattered
He was a little bit more stronger
that is the only way
he defeated her steeliness goddess
A Goddess should never be broken
but enough heartbreaks
could shatter her into little pieces
of her broken powers~K.O~
Aug 14, 2017
Aug 14, 2017 at 3:53 PM UTC
You had my heart in your hands
you had my vision in your eyes
you said you had me in your heart
but you terribly lied.
When you broke my heart
you broke the little love
that was left inside
You said all the things
you said but
they were always
part of your evil plan
I didn't bother to listen to
your dilemmas
your words weren't
worth listening anymore
I got tired of the kisses
and hugs, all of those
were fake anyways
I was always trying to be
the one there for you
when you needed an ear
right next to a great mind
an open mind with only greatness inside.~K.O~
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 8:13 PM UTC