I can’t vanish from my past but I am on the fast track to defeat these manic attacks
But I’ll conquer me and I’ll defeat this disease
Nothing can take from me, not even these anxieties
So I’ll live with bipolar disorder, but I’ll live my life without any borders.
And I’ll be an inspiration because the minds a battlefield
But this mind of mine holds tight to it’s shield
So I’m not afraid to say I’m mentally ill
Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 9:35 PM UTC
It all intertwines in this mind of mine
Is it going to overcome me this time?
Or will I come out walking a straight line?
Will I come out alive? Will this be what makes me shine?
How does it end?
Who wins in this bipolar mind of mine?
Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 9:33 PM UTC
You can’t win, these thoughts can’t have me.
If it’s mind over matter, what thought matters?
Do you talk to yourself like me? Or do you get worried like me?
Who do you see inside of me? Is it me? Or the ones within me?
I’ll never know nor will I ever understand, but these thoughts keep me up all night
It’s an ongoing battle, never knowing when I’ll see the light
However, there’s never a dull moment between myself and I
But self can’t have me, only I can have self
And Bipolar can’t destroy me, how can it?
When there’s many me’s against one disease.
Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 9:23 PM UTC