I used to believe
In a mighty God
Who'd take care of me.
I used to believe
In Him, but
It's hard to have faith in
What you can't see.
And I used to have faith
In my family,
But you know me.
I have no more faith, honestly.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 6:52 PM UTC
They call me the Girl Down The Lane
And they say I'm a little insane.
They say that I seem a little tame
Until I poke dead things that were recently slain.
I like to dance in the rain,
And I like to mess with people's brains.
They call me ****** bipolar at times.
They don't understand this mind of mine.
They don't know that I can shine
If I wasn't so confined
In this society where I have to be kept in line
With Lithium and Loxapine.
They say that I'm a nutcase,
That I lost myself up in space.
I can't help that my thoughts race,
That my hallucinations are a replacement
Of others; I'm down at a basement level.
But they don't care.
So I'm that girl down the lane,
That will always, always remain
The same;
I'm forever insane.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 7:06 PM UTC
Whisper to me
Something sweet
Something that I'll never forget.
And please love me,
With a swift heartbeat,
And I pray you will never regret.
And sing to me
Something I need,
Something in stone that's set.
Do it in my ear,
Fill me with greed,
Let's make this night our best.
And never let me go.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 6:48 PM UTC
Your large brown eyes
and your tan skin
haunt me again.
You shout profanities
Within my ear;
that's all I hear.
"Not good enough,
Not pretty to me,"
You yell until I bleed.
But you are an illusion,
A fractal of my mind...
But you are so real to me.
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 3:02 PM UTC