kit
American
I am 23 years old. i love to write and make videos on youtube. www.youtube.com/kathrynlundquist. I am in love with a wonderful man and i just take on different roles when i write and i write from different places. Maybe a couple of my poems are actually feelings of mine. Hope you enjoy my poetry and even if you don't i appreciate the time you took to read it.
There is this pain in my heart that doesnt go away
It's still in the background of my happiest days
Some days I can bare it and other days I want to die
Some nights I can ignore it while others to sleep I cry
There's nothing I know of that I can do
But put on a smile and try not to be blue
I hope one day it will leave me and never come back
Until then I will pretend my heart isn't a shade of black
Jan 15, 2011
Jan 15, 2011 at 7:18 AM UTC
This feeling I have won’t go away
I’m so scared now because I want it to stay
But I’m not the one that decides its fate
I just have to hope love doesn’t turn into hate
The only thing to do is try the best that I can
This time around I am going to keep my man
The feeling I speak of is love in the raw
And this is a war where there is no law
Just keep up good spirits and pray for that band
One day it will go on the third finger of my left hand
Dec 18, 2010
Dec 18, 2010 at 4:38 AM UTC
Why am I the exception to every rule?
You can't look, but I can
You can't touch, but I can
You can't kiss, but I can
You can't miss, but I can
You can't hurt, but I can
You can't love, but I can
You can't worry, but I can
You can't die, but I can
I look
I touch
I kiss
I miss
I hurt
I love
I worry
I die...
So do you
In the end am I that different from you?
Do I expect different things from others?
I want respect
I am human
I am me
Dec 3, 2010
Dec 3, 2010 at 3:37 PM UTC
The failed relations before you were necessary
To fully appreciate what you do to my heart
This love is something i've never felt
And i'll do everything i can to see it doesnt fall apart
Of course we will disagree, it happens
And we're two very different kinds
Like black and white and ying and yang
Our love conquers our minds
I know i won't feel this way again
It's ok cuz i won't have to search any longer
Nothing can tear our love from us
Cuz every day it just gets stronger and stronger
Dec 3, 2010
Dec 3, 2010 at 3:26 PM UTC
There's nothing better than being in love
Lips there to kiss, a warm body to hug
You're so happy you feel like flying
You're heart might explode and you think you're dying
You feel safe and secure like nothing before
You hope you'll never have to close this door
They say its better to have loved than not
And it's true this is a feeling that can't be bought
So hold it close and don't ever let go
Trust me, i'm in love, so i should know
Dec 1, 2010
Dec 1, 2010 at 7:20 AM UTC
Sometimes it feels like the world is falling down
We can't seem to get this smile to replace the frown
Life is good so why do we feel so bad
Its like there is no happy, only sad or mad
We try our best to take things one day at a time
But these problems keep coming in one long line
One person can only handle so much pain
Its like not having an umbrella when stuck in the rain
The only thing we want is to be warm and dry
And not have another needless tear fall from our eye
Dec 1, 2010
Dec 1, 2010 at 7:18 AM UTC
Your body is **** and
it makes me hot and wet
I want to get you naked
so we can sweat
I'll **** your pop
and you can lick my pie
I'll lick your neck
if you slap my thigh
Let me **** you slow
Then you can **** me fast
Pull on my hair
while i grab your ***
I want you so bad
it burns deep inside
I'll want you forever
You're my one of a kind
Nov 30, 2010
Nov 30, 2010 at 10:32 PM UTC
Your hair's dark as night
Your eyes bright as light
Your lips smooth as silk
Your skin sweet like milk
Your build hard and strong
Your height tall and long
You dress with style
You make me smile
Your manner fun
My heart you've won
Nov 30, 2010
Nov 30, 2010 at 6:50 AM UTC
Life ***** and then you die
Your heart breaks and so you cry
You pick it up, and it's painfully tough
You can put a smile on, but it's never enough
Just live each day like it's your last
Don't look back, not to the past
Chin up, life is hard and it's cold
But you've been dealt your hand you cannot fold
You tell yourself it's nothing you lack,
That sometimes the love is just gone
And it doesn't come back
Nov 30, 2010
Nov 30, 2010 at 6:48 AM UTC
Things I Hate...
I hate it when you're talking to someone online...and they just go offline w/o saying bye (can you say rude?)
I hate when you bite into a chicken wing...and get that tough vain thing and you throw up in your mouth a little
I hate it when someone tells you they'll call...and they don't
I hate it when you find something on tv FINALLY...and its got five minutes left
I hate it when the bible thumpin, honk if you love
jesus people, decide you need jesus...at 8am
I hate it when you're reading a book you got from a resale store...and the last few pages are torn out
I hate it when you put your heart into something...and its just not good enough
I hate it when you feel alone...yet there are dozens of people all around you
I hate it when you try to help...and it goes unappreciated
I hate it when you dont want help...and someone insists
I hate it when people volunteer you for things...without asking you first
I hate it when you're heart aches...but they dont make a pill for that
I hate it, that i hate so many things...when all i want is to be happy
Nov 30, 2010
Nov 30, 2010 at 6:42 AM UTC