Comparing befores and afters
Flipping through ripped pages and chapters
Time kept moving despite my dissatisfaction
People changed despite my lack of action
In recluse my made up home
My personal prison, my imaginary dome
Decorated walls
Finished furnished halls
Where to go is where i stayed
Things too broken, way too frayed
Inviting Visitors instead of getting out
This is now what life is all about
To never leave
Never
Leave
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 11:04 PM UTC
See darling, if i had the opportunity to go back but they told me that i would have to go to the very beginning.
I'd still go.
I'd go back to the I got ***** I'd go back the time I couldn't escape myself.
I'd go back to the time my parents made me break them up. The time I first thought I loved someone.
Just to get back to the time I met you.
When I didn't know i'd ever be with you. To the time I was sad you were dating her.
To the time I first kissed your lips and I was so nervous I'd mess up. Back to when you would look at me.
I'd go back to crying every night just to be with you.
If I had to relive my entire life just to get you again, I would do it with a full heart. With all the love I have for you compiled together.
I want more than anything is for him to be better than what he is now.
Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 11:55 PM UTC
•
will
you take
me into your
space...•cradle
me upon the
sultry limbs of
your nebulous
grace•the expansive
arms of the universe,
where peaceful
slumber awaits•your
poetry laden comets,
bore abundant love,
all towed in freights•
gingerly drinking in the depth
of your face•seemingly blindfolded,
i'll tread each dark crater•my head in
a swirl of your majestic trace•
where I would stumble upon
V a love ever so... V
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Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 1:13 AM UTC
My favourite of all the words
Beautiful from beyond
Frightening from within
Like loving someone
Out of control
Like loving
You
Cataclysm
It arrives all at once
And the damage is
Irreversible
The land will never know not to fear
A Cataclysm
And I will be frozen with fear
As I face your ferocity
Dumbfounded by the thought of your
Encapsulating take over
I can never run
From the Cataclysm
That is
You
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 1:06 AM UTC
You're a
confident
hard working
minimalist,
while I'm a glorified
mason jar filled with
butterflies and Jack Daniels.
I want nothing short of
the entire universe
written on the back
of a crumpled up receipt,
and nothing more
than your hand
half-way down my back.
With that in mind,
I is a lonely and fragile vowel,
but U is probably the
strongest most immaculate
one of the five (sometimes six).
Our hands are meant for holding,
never hitting,
and our bones, molded from
stardust, not concrete,
but our tongues are as sharp
as dull razors.
Always, always, always
be cognizant of your
surroundings
because what once was
so beautiful
will eventually slip out
from under your eyelids,
without so much as a kiss
goodbye.
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 12:48 AM UTC
Distractions are structure
Today is today as long as I can remember to breathe
But tomorrow and the next day and the next
Become right now
When the air feels like rocks
When nothing diverts my mind
And I just can't
Breathe
I
Can't
Breathe
But I'm trying
I
am
afraid
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 12:53 AM UTC