i see all these people but they do not see me
i’ve started to wonder if perhaps
it is not that they don't see but that they cant see
for i am a never ending black abyss in an infinite land of stars
i am a being for the earth, not its inhabitants
many may not understand
for they have been stuck in this land
the land of endless hungers and wants
- desires and greeds
perhaps that is why they do not see
Sep 9, 2021
Sep 9, 2021 at 3:43 PM UTC
the intertwining yet contradicting tunnels of my mind,
up and down and down and up they wind,
love and hate and hate and love constantly confused,
I offered you a hasty look but quickly you refused,
do I refuse it or do a take it - do I want it or do I despise it,
I ask her for relief but she consistently denies it,
oh, how interesting it is to be the overwhelming human me,
it hurts me uncontrollably but I will keep laughing till it ruins me,
one day I will unwind the intricate tunnels of my mind,
the tunnels which never cease to wind and wind.
May 13, 2021
May 13, 2021 at 4:28 PM UTC
i look at the angry little woman,
who cries in her petty anger,
she knows what she's doing,
so why then,
does she make life so hard for herself
May 13, 2021
May 13, 2021 at 2:54 PM UTC
we didn't meet by chance
all this time
my heart has been searching for you
all the choices ive made
were made so i could find you
Apr 26, 2021
Apr 26, 2021 at 1:08 PM UTC
i will always want
until i find you
the one who really sees me
Apr 26, 2021
Apr 26, 2021 at 12:56 PM UTC
i'm sorry they didn't care for you,
i'm sorry they did this to you,
i'm sorry your bruises wont heal,
i'm sorry your innocence wont come back,
i'm sorry you're love went to waste,
im sorry it turned out this way.
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 1:21 PM UTC
we are like the rabbit,
running for hope,
leaping for faith,
dancing for love,
prancing for prayer
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 6:11 PM UTC
i stare at his body,
a broken man at best,
his hand on his ears,
his knees to his chest,
the flowers beneath him,
they are beginning to rot,
now is my time,
to cut them all off,
i remember the bad times,
as i drive the knife through his back,
he eyes fill with thanks,
as i put a bullet through my brain,
this is the weight,
lifted off my gentle shoulders,
on to greater horizons,
the passing theyll call it,
****** of a much lighter name.
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 6:09 PM UTC
sippin on the taste of your perfume,
hoping maybe one day ill be sippin on you,
but if i left here would you even care,
i almost cried when you said you were leaving,
but you didn't seem to care that i was staying here,
so tell me if i really cried you a river til i drowned,
would you try to dry up the lake,
or would you leave me there to swim my way down,
Dec 8, 2020
Dec 8, 2020 at 6:28 PM UTC