kierra-1 - Hello Poetry

I am raw, plucked bare and overexposed; ashamed of my emotions and too vulnerable, too fragile I am not threatened but I do not feel safe, I ache to hide but where can I hide from my own mind? I need time to decay my histrionics and my need for affection so that it never resurfaces again, so that I never resurface again -- I am drowned in something benign but chaotic, replicating it's mutation endlessly, perpetually, until I cannot breathe because I am overexposed -- bare and plucked raw.

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Jul 23, 2017

Jul 23, 2017 at 2:33 AM UTC

kierra-1

anxiety

I am raw, plucked bare and overexposed; ashamed of my emotions and too vulnerable, too fragile I am not threatened but I do not feel safe, I ache to hide but where can I hide from my own mind? I need time to decay my histrionics and my need for affection so that it never resurfaces again, so that I never resurface again -- I am drowned in something benign but chaotic, replicating it's mutation endlessly, perpetually, until I cannot breathe because I am overexposed -- bare and plucked raw.

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earthen and underexposed, I've never needed someone as ravenously as I do you -- my environment secondary and the correlating perception laced with my association of you I plead the fifth -- with my being aching to share my existence with you, only you your energies balance me and, magnetic, we resonate off one another harmonious and guilty -- for I've brushed my lips along yours in sin, and she's done the same in vow.

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Jul 5, 2017

Jul 5, 2017 at 2:26 PM UTC

kierra-1

untitled

earthen and underexposed, I've never needed someone as ravenously as I do you -- my environment secondary and the correlating perception laced with my association of you I plead the fifth -- with my being aching to share my existence with you, only you your energies balance me and, magnetic, we resonate off one another harmonious and guilty -- for I've brushed my lips along yours in sin, and she's done the same in vow.

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you continue on the outermost experience of stimuli consuming with poor digestion, your surrounding world you continue on the premise of emotion and nothing more, no analysis, no insight, you exist as a simpler species than those who do analyze, are insightful and it is only negative because you are inefficient and infectious in your inefficiency, less energy is required to live as you do but you are not progressive, you do not offer this human species anything but a vector for dna, an avenue to perpetuate; and you are this way by choice -- you possess potential to have potential but you do not engage and in consequence, you are ignorant and malignant to our human species and perhaps I am a misanthrope or perhaps I am a realist but you will only hinder the most capable of us unless you cease to continue on the outermost experience of stimuli; you are inefficient with the potential, a resounding potential, for efficiency and if only you would wake from this superficial condition our species would gain advantage in survival but I suppose it is irrational to wish for such things, as we are inherently flawed and perhaps our concentrations should not be on perpetuating the human species but rather giving rise to an organism more evolutionarily advanced -- more efficient; more perfect.

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Jul 5, 2017

Jul 5, 2017 at 1:49 PM UTC

kierra-1

existential perfectionism

you continue on the outermost experience of stimuli consuming with poor digestion, your surrounding world you continue on the premise of emotion and nothing more, no analysis, no insight, you exist as a simpler species than those who do analyze, are insightful and it is only negative because you are inefficient and infectious in your inefficiency, less energy is required to live as you do but you are not progressive, you do not offer this human species anything but a vector for dna, an avenue to perpetuate; and you are this way by choice -- you possess potential to have potential but you do not engage and in consequence, you are ignorant and malignant to our human species and perhaps I am a misanthrope or perhaps I am a realist but you will only hinder the most capable of us unless you cease to continue on the outermost experience of stimuli; you are inefficient with the potential, a resounding potential, for efficiency and if only you would wake from this superficial condition our species would gain advantage in survival but I suppose it is irrational to wish for such things, as we are inherently flawed and perhaps our concentrations should not be on perpetuating the human species but rather giving rise to an organism more evolutionarily advanced -- more efficient; more perfect.

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