I'm counting down the days till I get to feel your
heart beat,
Taste your sweet lips,
Look into your soft eyes,
Hug your warm body,
And listen to your quiet voice.
I'm counting down the days till I can be in your
warm embrace,
Look up to your sweet face,
Talk with you till the days late,
And lay with you till the morning wakes.
I wanna be with you and no one else.
I wanna love you till I can't even love myself.
I wanna make you feel special in every way.
I wanna run with you till the nights mix with the days.
I love every piece of you, every ounce of
yourself.
No one can change that feeling that's left,
Inside,
Every time I look into your eyes.
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 12:42 PM UTC
Have you ever stumbled upon someone life-shatteringly special?
You lose your breath and can't think straight.
But somehow they've stuck around.
Feeling like a stunned vegetable to your innocent charisma.
Like divine intervention we met in the most unlikely of ways.
We hit it off and spent hours together, confined and stressed.
How did we get along so well?
How did we manage to learn more together than alone?
How did we manage to find each other in this big world?
I'll always wonder if there is more to this story.
Answers to my plaguing questions that rule my emotional state.
I don't know how to describe what it is I feel in a rational way.
It doesn't serve rationale.
Writing it all down or saying it only compounds how crazy I must sound.
But I'm not a loony bin. On the contrary, you are just infinitely more special than you realise!
But I'll not skip a note nor bump a chord.
Because I see you so finely in all your elegance.
A beauty which radiates in an innocent manifestation.
I can't tell if everyone else can see it also.
They must?!
I must have no chance here.
I know I should cut my losses and move on.
Right..?
Hope to find this feeling once more.
But something from beyond the blackened ether of midnight skies and space dust tells me to keep trying.
Dec 23, 2015
Dec 23, 2015 at 2:14 AM UTC
these three metal walls
closing in
packed with the memories
stained with your grin
one year later
I felt happy
thinking like I'm me now
and new people all surround me
but still these things
linger and distress
in the back of my mind
I'm still thinking about the past
still sitting in those boxes
covered in dust
molded and rust
showing me that I
don’t really think there
will ever be another us
ever be that undeniable trust
I'm sorry that my mind's still racing
but I'm sorry that my heart can't take it
sorry to say
but ill stay in my place
pack the rest of the boxes
load them in the car
and when I get to where I need
I'll throw them in there hard
and hope that all the feelings will
break under the weight
then I'll slide that fourth wall down
and throw away the key
and hope these silly memories
never come running back to me
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 3:13 AM UTC
Saddened by my past
Can't make amends
Trying to advance
Every step we take just
Slipping through the cracks
Let's move forward
But we take three steps back
Everyone's been broken
But I can't seem to fix the past
Contemplating the future
When my heart's still in a cast
Overgrown images of could bes
And what we've had
Let's make a new picture
Not perfect yet
But it's a work of art
I'll make it the perfect representation
Of the space you have in my heart
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 1:27 AM UTC
that first bite
cherry sweet
the first taste
stings deep into my teeth
I'm cringing at the burn
but wanting the next bite
more then I want life
the everlasting sweetness
turns to bitter and sour
can't change what's been done
but the game has just begun
try to turn back the time
see if the burning will subside
endure the pain one more time
no more cherry sweet
your taste for candy rot your teeth
alone and wanting something more
but nothing will satisfy
the fierce craving you endure
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 1:08 AM UTC
Alone in a crowded room
Sinking in the carpets
I extend my hand
To show you you're not alone
I am by your side
Here for your rollercoaster ride
We'll whip through the skies
So I can show you what you're made of
Let me whisk you away
And show you the world
If even for one day
I'll show you your worth
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 11:45 PM UTC
*Some words spoken too soon
Premature thoughts left to die
And now basking in our disappointment
So much anticipation in 6 walls of desolation
My mind wanders to the beginning
What was once a could be
Is now drifting down our river of silence*
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 3:31 AM UTC
All at once
You came in like a storm
Made me realize there is more
More then what I can see
All of you
Bull rushed by the moon
Taken from your home
Scared to move a bone
You didn't budge
As soon as the gates are open
You'll be gone
As soon as the ride is over
You wont be home
I knew you were different
Sonder in my eyes
You made me realize
That nothing matters
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 3:12 AM UTC