a story
of letters
words and phrases
compiled
fabricated
believed
no longer serves any purpose
no truths
can be let go
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 6:54 PM UTC
tears
fill my eyes
I grab my pen
a fire
burns in my stomach
I grab my pen
tapping
engulfs my limbs
I grab my pen
warmth
encompasses my entirety
my lips turned up
I grab my sneakers
forgetting about my pen
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 9:04 PM UTC
the sweetest tune hums
as our fingers lock giving
you the world my love
May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
you all left
I was alone.
only one did
return
yet I feel as
if I do not
believe you'll
stay - you have
always been
here but I am
really scared.
You'll always
love me - I will
always love you.
Please don't forget me
I will stay in touch with you.
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 8:42 PM UTC
532 days.
of texting
of laughing
of enjoying
each other's company.
12768 hours.
of listening
of learning
of mastering
words true and believable.
Mutual feelings.
Spoken differently.
Love demonstrated. Felt.
Real.
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 10:01 PM UTC
I think back to the days
when I would come over
for play dates
and we would
explore the world
being adventurous
energetically carefree.
It was simple
how our friendship worked
no tall tales behind
each others backs
no feelings were hurt
no secrets
no lies
no whispering.
We were all best friends
hanging out together.
A group formed quickly
and divided even quicker.
Stories embellished
to promote one’s own
popularity, creating
laughs and turning me
into the black sheep.
I learned not to trust
any of you.
Skepticism became my
new best friend.
The best thing I thought
was to leave it all
forget everyone and
begin somewhere else new.
That place didn’t really
seem quite for me either.
So I returned. Some
accepted me back with
open arms, but I still
couldn’t trust it.
I didn’t know who any
of you were anymore.
I struggled opening up
and accepting you all.
I wish I could have done it.
I wish we did reunite.
I have forever wanted to
be back in the group.
But the group is not for me.
It never was. It never will be.
Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 11:44 PM UTC
Indiscreetly
sitting
above the
window watching
you step
out
under cover of
trees leaves
allows a deep breath
loose through my lips
knowing
i may
now have my chance
to make it
on my own.
Curtains roll back
his face exposed
readily
insinuating
sober
truths
of theories
polished by
her hand
every word
reconstructed
With striking
appeal
letting anyone
knots tighten with
endless
need for more.
Sep 1, 2013
Sep 1, 2013 at 9:38 PM UTC
I see what I think;
slanted views
assumed
guessed
Wrong.
My eyes perceive
how I feel
when things
aren't real.
Thoughts run wild
depleting
decreasing
diminishing
my view of me.
I feel ...
uncomfortable
unwanted
unknown.
I think I am wrong
so I look again
revisiting
reviewing
reenacting.
Tainted eyes
fooled me again.
I am ...
wonderful
welcoming
warm.
I believe in me.
Sep 1, 2013
Sep 1, 2013 at 12:28 AM UTC
Of all the places we can go
the library walls are endless,
with secrets only some will know.
Surely making many minds grow,
with wisdom that is so precious,
Of all the places we can go.
Truly we do enjoy the flow
of all the letters in sentence,
with secrets only some will know.
All time stops because of the show,
leaving us caught up and breathless,
Of all the places we can go.
Mesmerized by the colors glow
As all the spines are numerous,
With secrets only some will know.
We love to come here to hang low,
Gain free knowledge is tremendous.
Of all the places we can go,
With secrets only some will know.
Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 1:20 PM UTC
i am in love
like in the clouds in love
like floating in the sea in love
like relaxing in a tree in love
i am in love
with the dimples in your cheeks
with the glow in your eyes
with the shape of your lips
i am in love
unconditionally
wholeheartedly
deeply
with you
Aug 4, 2013
Aug 4, 2013 at 11:11 PM UTC