My hands shaking,
My breath heavy,
I seal the envelope shut.
My mind swimming with thoughts,
Sweat trickles down my neck.
My mind pondering,
"Do I send the letter?"
My heart beats like crazy,
Seeming like a million beats per second.
The main question of the day,
"Do I send the letter?"
Looking at the stark white envelope,
My mind explodes.
I'm anxious,
I can tell.
Fidgeting with my fingers,
I think of you and,
I now want to send it.
My mind clears,
The main question,
"Do I send the letter,"
Seems to be vanishing from my mind.
Cause all I can think is,
I want you to know that,
My life is horrible without you in it.
Mar 7, 2017
Mar 7, 2017 at 6:33 PM UTC
I once had a hope
That would never become
A true wish of mine...
I once hoped
That I had the strength
To get back up
When I'm being pushed
when I am already down
On the ground
But I knew
That my hope
would never become
A true wish of mine
I once hoped
That I had the mental strength
For when I am sitting
On a peachy colored
Chair
I wouldn't break
The waterworks in my eyes
For people to label me
As weak
But I knew
That my hope
would never become
A true wish of mine
I once hoped
That my dear brother
Would come back
From that dark and
Wretched place
That humans call
Prison
So that the pang
In my chest
Would leave me
But I knew
That my hope
would never become
a true wish of mine
Mar 7, 2017
Mar 7, 2017 at 6:20 PM UTC