Sometimes when I sit alone
I wonder where I'll be in ten years
Right now I'm trapped in my own skin.
I need to get away before I self destruct.
I think too much about mistakes
I curl up in my mind and sit on self hatred.
This negativity drags me down a path
I'm too **** young to take.
This town suffocates every part of me-
I am such an insignificant part of this
Insignificant place.
How am I supposed to think about my future?
I don't have a glimmer of myself in mind.
Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 9:56 PM UTC
Beautiful butterfly with
Bumblebee best friends
Gliding gracefully through
Meadows of mesmerizing marigolds.
Forever, it seems.
But one day the flowers turn into intruding hands
Fumbling fingers feel those frantically flapping wings
They hold down your heartbeat.
Beat. Beat. Beat.
Primitive ****** pin down the perfect purple of your freedom
They tore off your true pride
Ripped away those wonderful wings
And left without saying good bye.
Your abdomen now abstract, those arrogant hands smashed all you ever had
You're forced to face this friendless place
Even the flies turn you down.
Because, after all, where is the beauty in a wingless butterfly?
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:42 PM UTC
The lizard slinks across the
Warm, smooth stone.
Light footsteps pitter-patter
Through the sand, barely leaving footprints
It curls up in the lamp provided light
Pressed against slightly heated glass
The ornaments scattered in
The clear aquarium
Don’t keep the lizard entertained for long
The lizard is like a Joshua tree.
It tries to grow to a height
That has not yet been seen
Its environment tries to slow it down
It grows with persistence, and moves a bit faster.
The lizard will soon shed its skin,
It anxiously waits for a new chance.
For a roomier layer in which to live.
The days stretch on;
But it won’t be long
Til’ the lizard is in a bigger place.
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:42 PM UTC
You are like an underrated book.
Beautiful inside and out,
You try not to stand out on the shelf
But the best readers
Decide to flip through the pages
They love what they find,
And how could you not?
The vivid adjectives and solid nouns
Are your kind eyes and kinder smile
Your author wrote you
To bring sunshine to sad souls,
To show that there’s beauty in
Well spoken words
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:41 PM UTC
I am quiet and observant
I wonder if I'll succeed in life
I hear pages of books rustling
I see dogs playing in my yard
I want to make my aunt proud
I am quiet and observant
I pretend to be enthusiastic
I feel the wind swish past my passenger's side window
I touch the smooth bell of my French horn
I worry that I'll never find a good job
I cry when I walk in cemeteries
I am quiet and observant
I understand that my parents work hard
I say I'm agnostic
I dream of living in a big city
I try to make everyone happy
I hope I can have a creative profession
I am quiet and observant
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:40 PM UTC
I am
small.
The stars pulse like a million steady hearts
Pounding desperately away at Chests begging for life
But I know
There are too many fires burning in the night sky
For me to see in a lifetime
I am
tiny.
Muddled lights spot the darkness above,
Filling my senses with a beauty that I am
Incapable of capturing.
The blanket of black clings to leftover grains of sand
That were washed up
On the universe's shore
I am
microscopic.
There are incandescent pinpricks glowing bright,
Possessing such radiance that
I can't believe my eyes.
My vernacular cannot begin to describe
This unfathomable sight that is the
Night sky
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:39 PM UTC
I am
small.
The stars pulse like a million steady hearts
Pounding desperately away at Chests begging for life
But I know
There are too many fires burning in the night sky
For me to see in a lifetime
I am
tiny.
Muddled lights spot the darkness above,
Filling my senses with a beauty that I am
Incapable of capturing.
The blanket of black clings to leftover grains of sand
That were washed up
On the universe's shore
I am
microscopic.
There are incandescent pinpricks glowing bright,
Possessing such radiance that
I can't believe my eyes.
My vernacular cannot begin to describe
This unfathomable sight that is the
Night sky
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:39 PM UTC
A vow of silence,
No will to speak.
My words have been stolen
And they’re theirs to keep.
Seal your lips, lock them tight.
Would you like to know what life for me is like?
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:37 PM UTC
Life is poetry;
Months like lines and years like stanzas.
Poetry doesn’t always rhyme.
Some people have smooth, lyrical lives
Flawlessly pronouncing words like peace and sunshine.
Others aren’t so lucky, their poems are broken.
Broken like shattered glass and an old man’s sad eyes
They stumble and stutter, reading words like hate and genocide.
Sometimes people have a harsh poem read to them,
Their shattered glass handed down from the generations that broke it.
Some people keep stuttering, they don’t think to mend the glass
But others, they find rhythm in their sadness.
They turn their lives into lyrics, still fragile
But mended.
Mended.
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:37 PM UTC
This girl, she thinks ugly is a swear word
But she uses it every day in the mirror.
"Why can't I stop, why must I bleed?",
She screams at herself
She's only this loud when she's all alone.
This girl, she wants to be okay.
She just can't see why she feels so naive
"Can everyone be happy so I can just sleep?",
She whispers to herself
Her voice is always quiet even when she's all by herself.
This girl, she met a friend
Or maybe there were a few.
"Can you please stay here with me?",
She wishes she had the courage to say
To someone other than her reflection.
This girl, she needs something else
To numb the nothingness with which she thought she was done.
"I love you, please don't think I'm strange",
She finally said outside of her head, her voice has grown
From a withered whisper to this barely shaking scream.
This girl, she's more than a few days clean
Still weak, but learning from the bad, good, and in between.
"You're beautiful and worth so much",
She promises to her best friend
She still can't quite get the words across to herself.
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 9:35 PM UTC