you're gone
and it hurts so bad
like i'm being stabbed in
my chest
in my mind
in my heart
Please no
nonononono
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 5:21 PM UTC
I don't want to let go
No
I don't want to move on
NO
I don't want to forget
those summer nights
those endless talks
I don't want to let go
NO
I don't want to move on
NO
I don't want to forget
your happy smile
your musical laugh
But it's time for you to go
time for you to say goodbye
It's time for me to let go
It's time for me to move on
But I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
your cheesy jokes
I'll never forget
all your advice
No
But it's time for you to go
time for you to say goodbye
It's time for me to let go
It's time for me to move on
But I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
your love
I'll never forget
your bravery
I'll never forget
your courage
No
I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
I'll never forget
No
I'll
never
forget
you
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 5:21 PM UTC
I’m not like you
I am the product of rebels
A mistake
Of all things bad in the world
But let me tell you
One thing
I am not you
Or her
Or him
And i will never be you
Or her
Or him
So don't worry
I won't go to the darkside
Because
I’m
Already
There
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 5:20 PM UTC
heart breaks into a thousand pieces
my world, my heart
destroyed
i let you in, let my guard down
you pushed me all around
but i did not fall down
No
pushed you out, away
The pain feels okay
i tried so hard to get here, for years i have fought
my head is a war zone, thousands of thoughts flying
around
I fight with myself
with need with love with desire with bravery
with you with want with hate with despair with me with
everything
with nothing
crying tears for years
fighting with myself
light dark sorrow joy happy sad worry hate love fury gratitude
despair desire
Fire and Ice in my mind
Trying hard to be normal
I am not normal
Normal is boring
i fought i failed i tried i fell i cried i screamed
she fought she failed she tried she cried she screamed
nothing gold/good/green/ light can stay
I can stay
Yay
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 5:20 PM UTC
When I am alone
and tired
and don't want to move
don't want to speak
I think
I think about those summer nights
with you
laughing
loving
feeling free
feeling alive
When I am alone
and tired
and don't want to move
don't want to speak
I think
I think about those cheesy jokes
you told me
night after night after night
day after day after day
about how
even though they were not that good
you always seemed to make me laugh
When I am alone
and tired
and don't want to move
don't want to speak
I think
I think back to the endless talks we shared
about life
about love
about pain
and sorrow
I think about how
through those nights
those talks
and jokes
you got to the real me
Not a lot of people do
Only you
know exactly
what I think
about
love
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 5:19 PM UTC
Pulsing anger flows through me
Roaring sadness pulls me under
hold it in
My mind is flying
hold it in
Heart is pounding in my ears
i am slowly sinking, slowly breaking
into a million little pieces
hold it in
Sorrow and tears
rear up and trample me
knocking me down
hold it in
Hot, boiling anger runs through my veins
hold it in!
and i just can't hold it in
You have to
My mind is spinning, flying, spiralling out of control
Heart thunders, pounding like drums in my ears
HOLD IT IN!
scream laugh cry fly fall try fail yell sing
smile frown grow shrink sink float pain
happy sad sorrow joy love hate light dark
family enemies pain pain pain
shatter fall breaking
I break
I scream but nobody hears me
I can't breathe
h
o
l
d
i
t
i
n
NO.
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 5:19 PM UTC
I don't want to let go
No
I don't want to move on
NO
I don't want to forget
those summer nights
those endless talks
I don't want to let go
NO
I don't want to move on
NO
I don't want to forget
your happy smile
your musical laugh
But it's time for you to go
time for you to say goodbye
It's time for me to let go
It's time for me to move on
But I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
your cheesy jokes
I'll never forget
all your advice
No
But it's time for you to go
time for you to say goodbye
It's time for me to let go
It's time for me to move on
But I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
your love
I'll never forget
your bravery
I'll never forget
your courage
No
I'll never forget
No
I'll never forget
I'll never forget
No
I'll
never
forget
you
Jun 9, 2020
Jun 9, 2020 at 3:35 PM UTC
Butterflies
are all different
ranging from white
to black
red to purple
all with different
patterns
sizes
Butterflies
aren't judged for being
different
Butterflies
are small
but free
How is it
that
Butterflies
have better lives
then
most?
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 12:53 PM UTC
I've always thought
She was unbreakable
Untouchable
Uncrackable
Immune to pain
The things that
Destroy
Us
That we’re
More mortal
Than her
She’s always been
An unbreakable
Force
Brave and strong
A woman of steel
But then
You died
And
She
shattered
Jun 5, 2020
Jun 5, 2020 at 12:19 PM UTC
When you left
she cried
When you took
your last breath
she died
When you left us
left her
grieving
she
shattered
into
a
million
little
pieces
Jun 5, 2020
Jun 5, 2020 at 12:17 PM UTC